Monday 25 February 2013
Wednesday 6 February 2013
work woes
i absolutely hate it when someone confronts me with something and ends up snitching on me over something else. nobody likes a bitch at work and I've got one bitch at work. cargo precisely.
been half a year since I've been permanently deployed to cargo clearance and now some bloody fuck is trying to ruin it all. yesterday is by far the worst shift i had, if only my stupid senior officer would had just left me alone none of this would happen.
i admit i made a mistake by wrongly directing only 3 bloody cars to the wrong counter and he had to send the bitch to 'assist' me. i feel it was wholly unnecessary.
long story short, i now have to learn to cover my own ass but i know i have help from my other cargo teammates cos all of them do not like the bitch.
i have to make it a habit to pretend to do work even when there is no work to be done. something i have never done in my career thus far.
basically its difficult to work when someone has marked you and even more when a bitch is trying to kill his own teammate.
i say karma will get you one day and it will ruin you for trying to disturb my rice bowl, motherfuck.
been half a year since I've been permanently deployed to cargo clearance and now some bloody fuck is trying to ruin it all. yesterday is by far the worst shift i had, if only my stupid senior officer would had just left me alone none of this would happen.
i admit i made a mistake by wrongly directing only 3 bloody cars to the wrong counter and he had to send the bitch to 'assist' me. i feel it was wholly unnecessary.
long story short, i now have to learn to cover my own ass but i know i have help from my other cargo teammates cos all of them do not like the bitch.
i have to make it a habit to pretend to do work even when there is no work to be done. something i have never done in my career thus far.
basically its difficult to work when someone has marked you and even more when a bitch is trying to kill his own teammate.
i say karma will get you one day and it will ruin you for trying to disturb my rice bowl, motherfuck.
Sunday 3 February 2013
Confused
Wanted to keep my options open but thats more difficult than i initially thought.
He is always on my mind even though he has hurt me a bit. He does make a great friend but i don't think i can settle for just that. I know i have to do just that for the moment and just suck it up i suppose.
Its way harder now that my friends and sister say otherwise but i know if i give up too soon i will regret it.
That something he has thats still makes me want him is still there, faint but its still there.
Mother says just give it time.
I hope i have the patience.
He is always on my mind even though he has hurt me a bit. He does make a great friend but i don't think i can settle for just that. I know i have to do just that for the moment and just suck it up i suppose.
Its way harder now that my friends and sister say otherwise but i know if i give up too soon i will regret it.
That something he has thats still makes me want him is still there, faint but its still there.
Mother says just give it time.
I hope i have the patience.
Tuesday 29 January 2013
Intuitive lessons?
Both guys I'm getting to know have issues and I've decided that I'm not going to text them both anymore. One decided to go back with his ex and the other just broke off his engagement.
I know now that why i decided to still be contacting them even after knowing they have their issues is because i needed the exposure. Or maybe HE decided that i should be tested some more.
Whatever it is my intuition has guided me nicely and i managed to escape almost unscathed.
I would be lying if i said i didn't fall slightly for the first guy. Being impulsive like i am. It tends to happen. The curse of being born under the sagittarius star sign.
This brief episode has made me more, i guess, knowledgeable in what i need or simply said when i want to settle i roughly know what to look out for.
The Right one not the Perfect one my parents reminded me.
Matter of the heart are sometimes just too taxing even for the heart itself.
I know now that why i decided to still be contacting them even after knowing they have their issues is because i needed the exposure. Or maybe HE decided that i should be tested some more.
Whatever it is my intuition has guided me nicely and i managed to escape almost unscathed.
I would be lying if i said i didn't fall slightly for the first guy. Being impulsive like i am. It tends to happen. The curse of being born under the sagittarius star sign.
This brief episode has made me more, i guess, knowledgeable in what i need or simply said when i want to settle i roughly know what to look out for.
The Right one not the Perfect one my parents reminded me.
Matter of the heart are sometimes just too taxing even for the heart itself.
Wednesday 23 January 2013
Tinashe
Evidence of the Almighty's power to create absolute perfection
She will be my motivation. i shall lose the extra weight and tone up my flabby body before i hit the streets of Los Angeles.
She will be my motivation. i shall lose the extra weight and tone up my flabby body before i hit the streets of Los Angeles.
Thursday 17 January 2013
Welcoming 2013
Late dec and now early jan have been rather dramatic for me. At work especially. Never thought that i would be noticed at work but i did.
This is all guy related so i am feeling rather apprehensive cos at work everybody knows everybody else's shit.
I never cared bout what people have to say about me but at work its different.
Praying for the best though.
This is all guy related so i am feeling rather apprehensive cos at work everybody knows everybody else's shit.
I never cared bout what people have to say about me but at work its different.
Praying for the best though.
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