Happy Birthday to Me!!

i finally turn 19. definitely getting older. haha.
went out for dinner with the family. that's all nothing much.
and of course i would like to thank all those who wished me on my birthday.

dear Jane, my babygirls, Dee's babygirls, Ajan/Jannah, Kak Arafah, Li Hong(caught me by surprise, this one) and of course not to forget my family. no birthday kisses yet. boohoo! hehs

oh yeah, before i forget, the funniest and sweetest wish i got was from Sheeq. as told by sister dear, Sheeq sang me a birthday song while i was asleep. haha. weird girl, why didn't you wake me up. haha.

what were they thinking?

a couple things happened that pissed me off, one of them was yesterday.
saw an ex and he had the guts to look at me like i made all the mistakes. bloody fuck.

and today, I'd rather not go into all the details. basically i teman-ed mother to go to this wedding thingy at bedok north. it was actually my so called cousin's wedding but since that uncle of mine, who happens to be one of mother's elder brother who is also the father to the 'cousin' who was getting married, never has he invited us to anything because of some measly thing that made his stoopid wife upset and which also happened eons ago, which in turn led him to sever ties with the family. when that happened, years ago, i went, " so yeah, whatever".

now the thing is, out of the blue he invited us to his son's wedding. we didn't even know that the fella was already engaged. pfft!! so, mother wanted to go to show that he still needs his siblings even though he has treated them like invalids. yadayadayada, so well you get the gist of it. make your own conclusion.

back to point,
mother had her second eldest brother fetch us from home and i thought that only mother and me were going, babybro was the last min addition. then we proceeded to go fetch my maternal grandma and the bibik. everything went topsy turvy when mother's sister called to say she wanted to tag along, okay here comes the juicy part, her heavily pregnant daughter wanted to come too.

eh come on lahh, use your brain, for what you want to come along to a wedding of an ungrateful uncle whose son is getting married. and you're freaking pregnant, heavily pregnant. who's gonna answer if anything happens to you?? this got me pissed even more.

i was already pissed when my aunt couldn't give proper instructions to her place, like wtf? you can't even give simple straight directions to your OWN place. i wonder what will happen if she gets lost. pfft!! she got my uncle driving in circles and we were late to the stoopid wedding, the only reason i even went to the stoopid wedding was because mother asked me nicely to tag along, so i couldn't say no even if it was a matter of life and death. had to exaggerate that part abit. sorry. heh

in conclusion, my weekend started pretty fucken wonderful.

for the ex

don't you dare look at me as if i made you the victim,
when in reality, you were the one who victimized me.

two words,
FUCK OFF!!

i'm in need of closure,

badly.

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okay, maybe not that bad, but i do need closure.

matters of the heart, no one will ever figure them out.

random update

i'm going to have tissue paper dreams pretty soon.

bleaghs!!

and attachment like fuck,

when we finish the work given, we end cutting tissue paper the rest of the day

pfftt!!

Random Updates

crashed at my uncle's crib, he lives in Boon Lay by the way. its not often that i get to visit, so i looked forward to it since yesterday. i'm never dissapointed when i visit, my aunt usually cooks superb tasting dishes whenever my family comes over. today was no different. she cooked asam pedas ikan pari, black pepper chicken, prawn cooked with veggies and her sambal belacan was to die for.

YUMMMMYYY!!!

then all of us talked about all sorts of stuff, from how my studies were coming along, where i plan to work and last of all we talked about animals. everything about wildlife. that talk started because i said i planned to work in the zoo if i couldn't further my studies. the best thing was, the cable tv at my uncle's was tuned into animal planet and then to national geographic.

so, i can safely say that my relatives, mostly on my father's side are true blue animal lovers. it's gives me a nice feeling when talking to people who know what i am talking about, cos they're never confused, adults especially because a few relatives don't understand where my passion for animals comes from. my uncle encouraged me to follow my passion. and i'm gonna do just that. ^^,

well anyways, tmrw is the first day of free labour(read; in-house attachment), i'm looking forward to it only a bit, just a margin. seriously though, i'm not that thrilled so much so because it's on campus and i'l still be studying for lab maths at the same time

on a much lighter note, at least i'm not alone.

A stranger stabs you in the front; a friend stabs you in the back; a boyfriend stabs you in the heart, but best friends only poke each other with straws.

- Unknown

babygirls, we do more than poke each other with straws, i'm missing u ladies soo much.

Random Updates

a few funny things happened today,

first of all i got liquid paper on my face, accidentally, thanks to nadd & nana for helping me get it off my face and fingers. i think the pictures of me are on shaie's phone. credits to zura for snapping them. ^^,

and later i said something to nana on the way home from her jab. trust me to try and describe something, and it turns out to sound like something dirty. haahs.

and lastly, congrats to babybro for passing his PSLE better than i did.

he got, C for his maths and B for the rest of his subjects.

and now i've only left to help him choose his school.

them brats

two of my most favourite people in the world, though they can be really annoying, irritating and downright mean sometimes, i still love them.

it's rare that im posting about some thing other than my life, which is kinda messed up in a way. blogger's block i guess, because i don't know what to post about.

haahs, random.

sayonara. ",

presenting our auditor

two words
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GO FIGURE!!

seriously, i have no words as to how to describe Fir's very juicy pose. quoted that from Nadd's blog.

today, short and sweet.
tmrw, ???????

we dont have much to do for practical since we've ended our phase test, so no more studying for practical, cept for the projectwork thingy.


sayonara readers.

i feel psychotic

ah, the title random. hehes, lame of me, i know.

today, okay? random? pathetic? haahs. no idea how to describe my day and no, no monday blues for me.

tps presentation, sucked, cos i dont like presenting, sadly have to get used to it.
qc&a lecture, very short. had a briefing for our final projectwork for the module. have to do all those charty-warty thingy. like fuck.

no snw, my bag very heavy because i mistakenly thought there was going to be snw today. hurt my shoulders.

sheesh, i complain too much.

i dont think i'm taking the break up well, screw me somebody. pfftt!!

sleepy days

woke up rather late, nothing unusual since its a Sunday. and the first thing i did was to polish my nails. for no rhyme nor reason, that was what i did the moment i woke up. and it turned out messy, most of the polish didn't even end up on my nails. pffft!

after that, i did my laundry, fed the kitties and watched tv. seeing as its a Sunday, nothing good is on as of yet, i decided to watch the resident evil trilogy on the desktop.

and here i am three hours later, still watching, correction, watched only 3/4 of the first movie when the desktop magically told itself to shutdown. pfffttt!!

stoopid desktop. the funny thing is, when babybro plays computer games on the desktop it doesn't magically shuts down, in fact he can play games all day long if he wanted to. sheesh.

and i soo wanted to watch the resident evil trilogy cause im in the mood for violence and gore. and i'm bored too.

hmmm... wonder what mother brought home, smells nice and....
chocolatey. ^^,

sayonara readers.

yours truly

went to my Nyai's place, nothing much to do cos she was busy talking to my parents including my aunt and uncle. so i chilled in my aunt's room, all by my lonesome. and here's what i did....





oooohhhhh. moustache. ^^,

the one and only. ",
stamp, anyone? very cheap. ^^,

emoSHITT!!, bleaghs


Nadd's fave expression, *eyesbigbig*

emoCRAPP!!, bleaghsss

kinky enough for you?? hehs

the sweetest smile with them halfmoon eyes. ",

map reading toddler

i went to school late today, had time to watch Oprah for awhile. and this is what i watched.
too bad i couldn't get the video on when she was on Oprah, that video is much cuter. enjoy ^^,




i also watched this 15 yr old filipino singer performing on Oprah, and damn, i was blown away. she performed Whitney Houston's I Have Nothing. a very difficult song to sing and she pulled it off effortlessly. i envy her lahhh!!




kids nowadays, idontknowwhattosaylah.

love according to kids

*What Does Love Mean?*

A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4 to 8 year-olds, "What does love mean?" The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined. See what you think:


"When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all even when his hands got arthritis, too. That's Love. Rebecca - age 8

When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth." Billy - age 4

"Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other." Karl - age 5

"Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French Fries without making them give you any of theirs." Chrissy - age 6

"Love is what makes you smile when you're tired." Terri - age 4

"Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before giving it to him, to make sure the taste is OK." Danny - age 7

"Love is when you kiss all the time. Then when you get tired of kissing, you still want to be together and you talk more. My Mommy and Daddy are like that. They look gross when they kiss" Emily - age 8

"Love is what's in the room with you at Christmas if you stop opening presents and listen." Bobby - age 7 (Wow!)

"If you want to learn to love better, you should start with a friend who you hate." Nikka - age 6

"Love is when you tell a guy you like his shirt, then he wears it
everyday." Noelle - age 7

"Love is like a little old woman and a little old man who are still friends even after they know each other so well." Tommy - age 6

"During my piano recital, I was on a stage and I was scared. I looked at all the people watching me and saw my daddy waving and smiling. He was the only one doing that. I wasn't scared anymore." Cindy - age 8

"My mommy loves me more than anybody. You don't see anyone else kissing me to sleep at night." Clare - age 6

"Love is when Mommy gives Daddy the best piece of chicken." Elaine-age 5

"Love is when Mommy sees Daddy smelly and sweaty and still says he is handsomer than Robert Redford." Chris - age 7

"Love is when your puppy licks your face even after you left him alone all day." Mary Ann - age 4

"I know my older sister loves me because she gives me all her old
clothes and has to go out and buy new ones." Lauren - age 4

"When you love somebody, your eyelashes go up and down and little stars come out of you" Karen - age 7

"Love is when Mommy sees Daddy on the toilet and she doesn't think it's gross." Mark - age 6

"You really shouldn't say 'I love you' unless you mean it. But if you mean it, you should say it a lot. People forget," Jessica - age 8

And the final one -- Author and lecturer Leo Buscaglia once talked about contest he was asked to judge. The purpose of the contest was to find the most caring child. (Now this will melt your heart.) The winner was a four year old child whose next door neighbor was an elderly gentleman who had recently lost his wife. Upon seeing the man cry, the little boy went into the old gentleman's yard, climbed onto his lap, and just sat there. When
his Mother asked him what he had said to the neighbor, the little boy said, "Nothing, I just helped him cry."

happy birthday!

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY
Nadhirah Yusuf

wishing you all the best for today.
may all your dreams and desires come true,
and may you last long with Sulhi,

withlove Myra

p/s : sorry i stole your picture, tkde your gmbr in my lappy uh. :/

love quote? maybe...

i just had to post this up. got this from Ifah's blog, my cuz. all that you will be reading seems kinda true? oh! idk, who am i to judge. i'm no love expert.

oh well, enjoy aite. ",

When you break her heart - [ the pain NEVER really goes away ]

When she misses you - [ she's hurting inside ]

When she says its over - [ she STILL wants you to be hers ]

When she re-posts this bulletin - [ she wants you to read it ]

When she walks away from you mad - [ Follow her]

When she stare's at your mouth - [ Kiss her ]

When she pushes you or hit's you - [ Grab her and don’t let go ]

When she starts cursing at you - [ Kiss her and tell her you love her ]

When she ignores you - [ Give her your attention]

When she pulls away - [ Pull her back ]

When you see her at her worst - [ Tell her she's beautiful ]

When you see her start crying - [Just hold her and don’t say a word ]

WHEN YOU SEE HER WALKING - [ SNEAK UP FRM BEHIND AND HUG HER WAIST]

When she's scared - [ Protect her ]

When she lays her head on your shoulder - [ Tilt her head up and KISSSSSSS her ]

When she steals your favorite hat - [ Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night]

WHEN SHE TEASES YOU - [ TEASE HER BACK PLUS ANOTHER LAUGH ]

When she doesn’t answer for a long time - [ reassure her that everything is okay ]

When she looks at you with doubt - [ Back yourself up with the TRUTH]

When she says that she likes you - [ she really does more than you could understand ]

WHEN SHE GRABS YOUR HANDS - [PLAY WITH HER FINGERS AND DON'T LET GO]

When she bumps into you - [ bump into her back and make her laugh ]

When she tells you a secret - [ keep it safe and untold ]

When she looks at you in your eyes - [ don’t look away until she does ]

- Stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything

-DON'T let her have the last word

-DON'T call her hot, but gorgeous or beautiful is soo much better

- Say you love her more than she could ever love you

- Argue that she is the best girl ever

- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go

- When she says she's OK don’t believe it, talk with her

- because 10 yrs later she'll remember you

- CALL HER AT 12.00 AM TO WISH HER HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!

- CALL HER BEFORE YOU SLEEP AND AFTER YOU WAKE UP

- Treat her like she's all that matters to you

- Tease her and let her tease you back

-Stay up all night with her when she's sick

- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid

- Give her the world

- Let her wear your clothes

- When she's bored and sad, hang out with her

- Let her know she's important

- Kiss her in the pouring rain

- When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is;

"Who's ass am I kicking today baby?"

CDP/TPS horror

well, had to exaggerate the title abit, but my babes will understand what I'm talking about. for two days, i and my group mates, two separate groups for each of the modules mind you, had to rack our brains to think of stuff we need to think about for the assignments.

and still, we are not even close to finishing them, the CDP assignment we have to hand in tmrw, that requires alot of thinking and writing and the qns given are close to making me lose it. okay another exaggeration. i'm stressed okay.

anyways, three pictures of yours truly, taken at Shan's crib. with that i bid thee farewell. ^^,

random survey

1. Do you have secrets?
- Everyone have their secrets.

2. Would you fall in love with a boy/girl younger than you?
- Been there, done that. "/

3. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
- If he's worth the pain of waiting, i'll wait.

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
- Pay of my parent's debts and use the rest to make me happy. ",

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
- Whether my best friend is a boy/girl, i'll love them not fall in love with them.

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
- works both ways i guess, because you can't be loved if you don't show love to that someone.

7. Give one reason why you love your significant other.
- By just being himself. ",

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
- Move on, there's no satisfaction in ruining someone's r/s just to be selfish, unless of course you hate that person's guts. ^^,

9. What is the first thing you want to do when you're legal?
- No clue whatsoever, and i'm turning 19 already. pffftt!!

10. What would you do if your significant other cheats on you?
- I'll want an explanation and after that he'll never see me again.

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
- Prolly have a good career, married, and have triplets. heee

12. Who is currently the most important people to you?
- My Babygirls

13. How many times your heart has been broken?
- SHIT! i lost count. -_-'

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
- married and poor, what's the use of money if i'm not happy??

15. What is your favourite colour?
- purple

16. If you're attached but you feel as if you like someone else, what would you do?
- i have no freaking idea

17. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
- Forgive and Forget, if i don't then i'll be just dissapointing myself.

18. What do you want to tell the someone you like?
- whispers, ' i like you '. heee

19. If there is a choice between lover and friends, which will you choose?
- i'll make a choice that'll please both sides

20. Do you believe that there's "True Love"?
- I once believed, there was true love.

5 people to do this survey:
- Deeranae, Shaie + anyone else who would like to do this survey. ",

clean&green exhibition, birthday surpirse

volunteered ourselves for the clean and green thingy thinking that it was an event on campus, but turns out it was at Suntec City, two days some more. two words, "freeaking boring". and freaking cold i tell you. the air conditioning mcm nk freeze org gitu.

the last day ended off great, birthday treat from our birthday girl, Nana. Sabotage session at the Esplanade. anyways just enjoy the pictures, in no particular order. ^^,

p/s: no caption cos i'm lazy to type it out lah. hehs