Dare I lose control again?

bathed the cats, well except for Gegerl 'cos she's quite a handful for a fat kitty And after bathing the first 5 of my cats, getting extremely wet in the process, i decided to ask father to handle Gegerl.

okay basically today is a boring day. nothing to do. no one to go out with. spent my day in front of the telly channel surfing 'cos there is nothing to watch. i must sound like a pig, right?

other than that i have been thinking of losing a few pounds. it's hard to do when you can't take that first step and go jog at least twice a week and to start eating healthier. going out to exercise alone is no fun. i keep telling my sister that we should go jogging when i have the time but never actually doing it 'cos i'm always sleeping in instead of waking up to do what i wanted to do in the first place.

gaahs, why is it so hard? work has gotten me depressed and stressed out. my cycle didn't come last month and i'm worried because of that, worried that there may be something wrong with my body. i'm also worried about the stoopid xam i have to sit for in april 'cos i'm still struggling to study for it.

i dont know how i can keep up with all of this. i always feel like crying lately, hell, i always feel like crying whenever i'm at work. if this keeps up i may end doing someting stoopid lke overeating again and there goes my plan of losing weight.

i think i need a holiday. a long holiday.
i definitely need to lose weight to make me feel better about myself.
i don't want to lose it for a second time. the first time was enough, definitely more than enough.

Since Resorts World Sentosa opened recently, the traffic at work has increased. Thank you very much.

anyways, i'm on mc today cos i reported sick. tummy problems nothing too serious though. i watched Wolfman with my colleague yesterday night. sound effects were awesome, graphics were awesome and the storyline was pretty well thought out. it had a sad ending though. i'd rate it 4/5 stars only cos the sound effects scared the shit out of me. hhaha.

Percy Jackson and the Lightning Thief, another must watch. it's a bit Harry Potter-ish in Greek mythology form albeit less darker than Harry Potter series has turned out to be. the dialogue between characters are funny, some of it.

anyhow, i'm watching the latter again today just to kill time. hehs. there are a lot of movies coming soon that i would like to catch. a long list so i won't bother typing them all out.

that's all.

Random events

the past week at work, well it wasn't that great. the computer system had to go berserk and i had to deal with impatient people. seriously people. we can't clear you if the system goes haywire. you just have to learn to be a little bit more patient. cooperation is much needed from you guys. thank goodness some people understand the situation and don't mind waiting just a little bit longer.

anywho, here are some pictures of our furry friends taken a few days ago.

first there is this cat who sorts of strays around my estate. and whenever i come back from my afternoon shift she always happens to be under my block and she will follow me into the lift and up to my house to ask for food. i swear i find that cute. i think she should be an adolescent female cat. a nice subtle grey colour. reminds me of Luckylove abit though Luckylove didn't have a long tail.


the pictures aren't that clear 'cos i was using my phone's camera and i forgot to turn on the flash.

well anyways, the next pictures are of the present my parent's bought for my cousin. a dwarf rabbit. it's an adorable little thing. i absolutely love the feel of it's soft fur and the colour of it's fur. the rabbit doesn't grow that big since it's a crossbreed. and, my cousin named it Lela. spoil sikit tapi takpe rabbit tu tetap cute and adorable.


okay, i'm done :)

I.MISS.THEM.

Azura- " Sorry to disturb u girls at this hour......its just that i miss u girls soooo much that i had tears in my eyes. Weird rite? Hehe. I'm so adorable kan? Have a gud rest n sleep tite k darlingss...muakz! I miss u girl so much!! "

I woke up to that message and it made my morning just like that. I have a stupid smile on my face since then. Knowing that someone misses you until they tear up is really something, huh? it's a wonderful feeling indeed to feel loved when someone says they miss you. i'm just damn lucky to be surrounded by kick ass friends.

i have nothing left to say here because words alone aren't enough to describe the friends i have with me. i can go on forever trying to find the exact words or sentences to describe them.

oh, Azura is forever adorable and my Favourite ladies are forever kick ass!

fyi, i may be changing my link soon. :)