an uneventful day it has been.
went out for a bit and then slacked my ass at home the rest of the day..
out of the blue i began creating a list of things i wud want to do before i turn 25.
so here it is
LIST OF THINGS TO DO BEFORE I TURN 25. :)
1) get my tongue & belly pierced
2) organize a huge party for my friends
3) send my parents to HAJJ
4) go on a road trip with the gfs
5) go skydiving
6) go basejumping
7) swim in the ocean with some hunk
8) fall in love ( maybe )
9) go skinny dipping
10) perform on stage
btw this list isnt in any order whatsoever :)
Monday 31 March 2008
Saturday 29 March 2008
i was cruising thru youtube wen i came across this two dance vids,
the first one, is of a young girl, her name is Arianalynn and she is onli five years old ( i think ). and she can already drop to them beats like its nothing. she has a personal choreographer but even then, her moves are spot on and not to mention damn cute.
the first one, is of a young girl, her name is Arianalynn and she is onli five years old ( i think ). and she can already drop to them beats like its nothing. she has a personal choreographer but even then, her moves are spot on and not to mention damn cute.
this next video, was taken at the Artist Emerge Dance Comp '07, and the crew is named, Fly Girls Crew. their choreo was sick and creative and, oh-so-fly xD. and there is a spot of cheekiness here and there to make their choreo fun to watch.
As D-nae would say " damn! them moves are dope mayne!!". So enjoy ;)
Wednesday 26 March 2008
been quite awhile since i last updated, simple reason, i've been pretty busy and even if i do update, the post will be a whole load of crap luhhh.
aniwaes, the Mr W tht i wrote about in a few posts back is no longer a fren, firstly, i dun like his attitude towards me, and all he wants from me is some sexual relief. explicit right, i know. a week after getting to know me, he started giving me suggestive msgs and i was like . EWWWW!.
maybe he thinks i'm younger than him and definitely more smaller in size than him. that i will give in to his every whim.
not gna happen u dumbass!
im done i guess.,
nt much to write about since i've been stuck at home and forced to do the housework.
bye ..
much love ppl.
aniwaes, the Mr W tht i wrote about in a few posts back is no longer a fren, firstly, i dun like his attitude towards me, and all he wants from me is some sexual relief. explicit right, i know. a week after getting to know me, he started giving me suggestive msgs and i was like . EWWWW!.
maybe he thinks i'm younger than him and definitely more smaller in size than him. that i will give in to his every whim.
not gna happen u dumbass!
im done i guess.,
nt much to write about since i've been stuck at home and forced to do the housework.
bye ..
much love ppl.
Saturday 22 March 2008
Thursday 20 March 2008
yeayness!!!
i like finally got my hair cut after soo long..,
havent yet camwhored my head off cos, umm, cos, i want it to look good
so definitely makeup will be on and make myself look uber dope ( hiphop slang for hot, gorgoeous, cool dan yang sewaktu dengan nye, but i know im nt pretty so... just angan2 oni heee )
and this time imma ask for D's help wen it comes to editing, cos if u ppl havent realised i suck at it, like truckloads, just take a look at my fs pics, all the same effects oni...haish....
im bored nothing to exciting to post about luhh...
hmmmm,
todae as mentioned at GF HQ, went to cut my hair, and thank you very much NUR 'IZZAH DIYANAH, for tman-ing me ( i got ur name rite this time, right??)
then went and meet up with Mr W, for awhile, idk but still have this sort of feeling whenever im arnd him ( so far onli two times uh. hee. ), itdk how to describe it, its just there w/o a reason,
he is an okay person but have to keep my guard up luhh cos, he is older than me....
hmmmm...
maybe i just shud stop searching for r/s, just let it come to me, but truthfully that doesnt help at all cos even if im nt looking for a r/s, the r/s i wait to come are like crap, so doesnt make any diff,
i must be the problem then....
i must be the very big problem then....
okay, enuf putting myself lower than low,
basically ppl, this is what i call KARMA.
retribution for my past sins comes in the form of my difficulty in finding true love....
im done crapping, have a nice day
kisses all around
muamuauamuamuamuaMUAH!
i like finally got my hair cut after soo long..,
havent yet camwhored my head off cos, umm, cos, i want it to look good
so definitely makeup will be on and make myself look uber dope ( hiphop slang for hot, gorgoeous, cool dan yang sewaktu dengan nye, but i know im nt pretty so... just angan2 oni heee )
and this time imma ask for D's help wen it comes to editing, cos if u ppl havent realised i suck at it, like truckloads, just take a look at my fs pics, all the same effects oni...haish....
im bored nothing to exciting to post about luhh...
hmmmm,
todae as mentioned at GF HQ, went to cut my hair, and thank you very much NUR 'IZZAH DIYANAH, for tman-ing me ( i got ur name rite this time, right??)
then went and meet up with Mr W, for awhile, idk but still have this sort of feeling whenever im arnd him ( so far onli two times uh. hee. ), itdk how to describe it, its just there w/o a reason,
he is an okay person but have to keep my guard up luhh cos, he is older than me....
hmmmm...
maybe i just shud stop searching for r/s, just let it come to me, but truthfully that doesnt help at all cos even if im nt looking for a r/s, the r/s i wait to come are like crap, so doesnt make any diff,
i must be the problem then....
i must be the very big problem then....
okay, enuf putting myself lower than low,
basically ppl, this is what i call KARMA.
retribution for my past sins comes in the form of my difficulty in finding true love....
im done crapping, have a nice day
kisses all around
muamuauamuamuamuaMUAH!
Friday 14 March 2008
i did something mean today, and it has to do with the exbf.
basically i disconnected the singtel line he was using. i warned him i can be downright malicious and selfish when someone pushes the right buttons, and welll, he got to experience it first hand.
i was sick of waiting fo him to reply to my msgs and so i called singtel customer service bloody early in the morning....
p.s the operators sound awfully cheerful so bloody in the morning, definitely being an operator is a big no-no for me... heeee.
the convo went sumthing like this..
firstly, the machine answered my call
yadayadayadayada
blahlahblahs....
op : hello gd morning. ( try imagining the most cheerful voice u can make at 8am and times that by two, cos tht was how i felt talking to the oppy, felt kinda jumpy in a way. heee. )
me : ouh ....
op : hello gd morning.
me: hello...
op : hw can i help u ma'am??
me : can i arrange for the new simcard to be couriered to my house at the earliest time possible??
op : wat abt on the 15th @ arnd 9am-1pm.
me : sure, that'll be fine...
and then he asked for my particulars and stuff and house number so tht the courier service can call before delivering the goods, heee.
i was so tempted to ask a very stupid qns...." hpw can u sound so bloody cheerful so early in the morning?!?!"
but i refrained from asking the qns, who knows they got the phone bugged or omething. hee.
now back to bitching bout the exbf.
first u made me fall in love with you all over again, i still dunno how tht happened.
then u convinced me to sign tht line using my ic, i mean how stupid and naive can i be to do that w/o asking my mom first. and that action cost me a lot, in the form of my father not talking to me for three days, and putting more stress on him.
then when i left u, u brought up all the " sacrifices " u made for me, when in actual fact i made more sacrifices for u and those sacrfices cost me much more than i can imagine, an dhow u begged me to come back to u, crying over the phone listing all the stupid reasons why i shud come back to you.
when i didnt bother to reply to ur msgs after i broke up with u, u had the guts to accuse me of cheating on you when it was crystal clear that i did not.
i still dunno why u bother to msg me even though i made myself perfectly clear that ur nothing to me anymore. are you that dense???
hmmmm...
does this make a horrible person??
cos i dunno anything anymore....
even after all that has been said above, i will readily admit that both of us made mistakes that concluded to this now broken r/s...
ANNOUNCEMENT:
i wud appreciate it if anyone who reads this post, leaves a msg. just leave a msg, any type of msg, be it a hate msg, an advice sort of msg ..just anithing will do cos i want to get it over and done with, and by doing so maybe u readers can shed some light on wat i have been doing wrong in my r/s so far......
THANK YOU.
im soo missing my gfs right now, at this very moment and the next......
basically i disconnected the singtel line he was using. i warned him i can be downright malicious and selfish when someone pushes the right buttons, and welll, he got to experience it first hand.
i was sick of waiting fo him to reply to my msgs and so i called singtel customer service bloody early in the morning....
p.s the operators sound awfully cheerful so bloody in the morning, definitely being an operator is a big no-no for me... heeee.
the convo went sumthing like this..
firstly, the machine answered my call
yadayadayadayada
blahlahblahs....
op : hello gd morning. ( try imagining the most cheerful voice u can make at 8am and times that by two, cos tht was how i felt talking to the oppy, felt kinda jumpy in a way. heee. )
me : ouh ....
op : hello gd morning.
me: hello...
op : hw can i help u ma'am??
me : can i arrange for the new simcard to be couriered to my house at the earliest time possible??
op : wat abt on the 15th @ arnd 9am-1pm.
me : sure, that'll be fine...
and then he asked for my particulars and stuff and house number so tht the courier service can call before delivering the goods, heee.
i was so tempted to ask a very stupid qns...." hpw can u sound so bloody cheerful so early in the morning?!?!"
but i refrained from asking the qns, who knows they got the phone bugged or omething. hee.
now back to bitching bout the exbf.
first u made me fall in love with you all over again, i still dunno how tht happened.
then u convinced me to sign tht line using my ic, i mean how stupid and naive can i be to do that w/o asking my mom first. and that action cost me a lot, in the form of my father not talking to me for three days, and putting more stress on him.
then when i left u, u brought up all the " sacrifices " u made for me, when in actual fact i made more sacrifices for u and those sacrfices cost me much more than i can imagine, an dhow u begged me to come back to u, crying over the phone listing all the stupid reasons why i shud come back to you.
when i didnt bother to reply to ur msgs after i broke up with u, u had the guts to accuse me of cheating on you when it was crystal clear that i did not.
i still dunno why u bother to msg me even though i made myself perfectly clear that ur nothing to me anymore. are you that dense???
hmmmm...
does this make a horrible person??
cos i dunno anything anymore....
even after all that has been said above, i will readily admit that both of us made mistakes that concluded to this now broken r/s...
ANNOUNCEMENT:
i wud appreciate it if anyone who reads this post, leaves a msg. just leave a msg, any type of msg, be it a hate msg, an advice sort of msg ..just anithing will do cos i want to get it over and done with, and by doing so maybe u readers can shed some light on wat i have been doing wrong in my r/s so far......
THANK YOU.
im soo missing my gfs right now, at this very moment and the next......
Thursday 13 March 2008
had a busy day todae, woke up bloody early in the morning cos mother needed help with the comp, and then arnd ten liddat, headed to sim siang choon to look at bathroom stuff and supplies. parents respect my skill at redecorating. teehee .
then went for my pyschie appt and then went to godmother;s place with mother and then went to hosp to visit grandmother. that abt sums up my day
I MISS MY GFS TERRIBLY!!!
p.s NR ur blog dun have taggie uh?? dengs.
then went for my pyschie appt and then went to godmother;s place with mother and then went to hosp to visit grandmother. that abt sums up my day
I MISS MY GFS TERRIBLY!!!
p.s NR ur blog dun have taggie uh?? dengs.
Wednesday 12 March 2008
waiting for the gfs to go online and discuss lab maths qns...hmm..wish i had a webcam, wud be much easier,
niwaes alot happened prior to the exams
firstly i broke up with the exbf again, things, bad things had to happen and now iym single again
now no one can say, what i can and cannot do, it was nice while it lasted and everything was going so smooth and nice, but now i have to move on. No. i have already moved on, only left him to let go of me, well both of us made mistakes so iym not gonna put all he blame on him, i was just too naive and soo trusting of him and thus things happen but i am okay and doing fine.
not exactly, daddy's not talking to me becos of him, u know when ur in love the things you do seem so right at that moment......
well i helped him sign up a student plan using my name ( i know, stupidest mistake u can ever make myra...), and now the bill has arrived and guess what it amounted to $100 plus and imma make sure he pays or else he's gonna catch hell from me.
what's that saying again...
" HELL HATH NO FURY LIKE A WOMAN SCORNED."
and he'd better not scorn me, else he wants me to make his life a living hell until he pays up, i can be downright mean and malicious when someone pushes the right buttons and damn... he's halfway there, not to mention he's harassing Nad, when she obviously has no answers.
he already has the answers and what's the use in asking nad anws.
i already told him i just cannot love him anymore and gave him a pretty unarguable answer, what more does he want from me???!!!!
this always happen to me, i keep wondering am i just a horrible girlfriend??
am i just too jinxed to have a normal healthy r/s like MD's or NZ's or even Shaie's for that matter ( sorry if using ur name offends u somehow Shaie...)
i want to be jealous of them but i feel that i have no right to feel that way cos my r/s never work to begin with...hmmmm
im done.
niwaes alot happened prior to the exams
firstly i broke up with the exbf again, things, bad things had to happen and now iym single again
now no one can say, what i can and cannot do, it was nice while it lasted and everything was going so smooth and nice, but now i have to move on. No. i have already moved on, only left him to let go of me, well both of us made mistakes so iym not gonna put all he blame on him, i was just too naive and soo trusting of him and thus things happen but i am okay and doing fine.
not exactly, daddy's not talking to me becos of him, u know when ur in love the things you do seem so right at that moment......
well i helped him sign up a student plan using my name ( i know, stupidest mistake u can ever make myra...), and now the bill has arrived and guess what it amounted to $100 plus and imma make sure he pays or else he's gonna catch hell from me.
what's that saying again...
and he'd better not scorn me, else he wants me to make his life a living hell until he pays up, i can be downright mean and malicious when someone pushes the right buttons and damn... he's halfway there, not to mention he's harassing Nad, when she obviously has no answers.
he already has the answers and what's the use in asking nad anws.
i already told him i just cannot love him anymore and gave him a pretty unarguable answer, what more does he want from me???!!!!
this always happen to me, i keep wondering am i just a horrible girlfriend??
am i just too jinxed to have a normal healthy r/s like MD's or NZ's or even Shaie's for that matter ( sorry if using ur name offends u somehow Shaie...)
i want to be jealous of them but i feel that i have no right to feel that way cos my r/s never work to begin with...hmmmm
im done.
Monday 3 March 2008
in a weeks time i will be seating for my final year exams and if i fail these two modules (gm and lm), i will be repeating my first year and that is already a guaranteed fact, i have only myself to blame for the predicament that i am in. and i shud be studying hard and to my fullest just to pass these two modules and advance into second and final year at ITE. i have more than enough time to redeem myself when i am in my second year. that will only happen IF i get to proceed into my second year. and when i do, ur not gonna see another student as hardworking as me ( bragging much?? ), gonna, hopefully, leave my bad habits that i formed in my first year and start anew.
the plus is that, there will be a new modue that we will be studying and that is MEDICAL LAB PRACTICE, dunno why i am soo freaking excited even though i havent yet goten thru the final year exams. and i defnitely need to get atached to some company cos i am very work picky...hees...
the plus is that, there will be a new modue that we will be studying and that is MEDICAL LAB PRACTICE, dunno why i am soo freaking excited even though i havent yet goten thru the final year exams. and i defnitely need to get atached to some company cos i am very work picky...hees...
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