sums up my two weeks so far and yes it has all got to do with a single significant person. I'm back to being confused.
Saturday 23 July 2011
Wednesday 6 July 2011
changes.... i hope.
afternoon world!
this week for me has been rather miserable. the reasons are the usual ones which are work and my r/ship has gotten me feeling that way. however, rather important decisions has been made. at least i think so.
i just need to keep my mind off of him and with me starting to coach my cousin with her english i definitely think its a start as good as any. as of right now my mind is busy thinking of lesson plans. im not a teacher by any means cos i cant teach people. i just work with what i ahve and since my cousin's english is above average i find it quite easy to coach her. she is just a little bit rough with her vocab and grammar other that that everything else is perfect. i hope in a few months she can learn to correct her own english. my methods arent conventional by any means but i find it effective cos thats how i improved my english.
her first lesson went pretty well cos she has already started to point out her mistakes and so im hoping for the best. her next lesson will be this coming friday, a trip to the library to help her with her vocabulary.
work, well work has been work. nothing new and i dont expect anything remarkably good to happen since people can be so ignorant about border security. i just hate looking at their arrogant ignorant faces. and more often than not im always in a bad mood when clearing those arrogant idiots. and i always hate it when they throw their passports and snatch it back when im done. if i didnt have to support the family i would have resigned and chosena a more fulfilling job. preferably one where im working around animals but too bad im not that educated, not in singapore's standards where everything has to have paper qualification higher than ITE, so baically im stuck with the current job that i have.
enoguh about work, im beginning to get angsty.
as for my confusing r/ship, let's just say im leaving that to him and fate cos i am so tired of having to think so hard to keep the r/ship working for us and when i feel that he's clearly not trying. sometimes im too patient for my own good.
im just running out of options i guess. if he thinks im no longer good enough or if he doesnt feel the same about me then thats fine with me. i'd prolly cry and feel miserable for a few weeks before moving on. cos all i seem to be doing lately is pissing him off. and when he didnt reply to my msg last weekend i just shut down.
if God Almighty thinks we're meant to be together then we'll prolly be together in the future.
well thats it for today. here's to more peaceful nights.
this week for me has been rather miserable. the reasons are the usual ones which are work and my r/ship has gotten me feeling that way. however, rather important decisions has been made. at least i think so.
i just need to keep my mind off of him and with me starting to coach my cousin with her english i definitely think its a start as good as any. as of right now my mind is busy thinking of lesson plans. im not a teacher by any means cos i cant teach people. i just work with what i ahve and since my cousin's english is above average i find it quite easy to coach her. she is just a little bit rough with her vocab and grammar other that that everything else is perfect. i hope in a few months she can learn to correct her own english. my methods arent conventional by any means but i find it effective cos thats how i improved my english.
her first lesson went pretty well cos she has already started to point out her mistakes and so im hoping for the best. her next lesson will be this coming friday, a trip to the library to help her with her vocabulary.
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work, well work has been work. nothing new and i dont expect anything remarkably good to happen since people can be so ignorant about border security. i just hate looking at their arrogant ignorant faces. and more often than not im always in a bad mood when clearing those arrogant idiots. and i always hate it when they throw their passports and snatch it back when im done. if i didnt have to support the family i would have resigned and chosena a more fulfilling job. preferably one where im working around animals but too bad im not that educated, not in singapore's standards where everything has to have paper qualification higher than ITE, so baically im stuck with the current job that i have.
enoguh about work, im beginning to get angsty.
************
as for my confusing r/ship, let's just say im leaving that to him and fate cos i am so tired of having to think so hard to keep the r/ship working for us and when i feel that he's clearly not trying. sometimes im too patient for my own good.
im just running out of options i guess. if he thinks im no longer good enough or if he doesnt feel the same about me then thats fine with me. i'd prolly cry and feel miserable for a few weeks before moving on. cos all i seem to be doing lately is pissing him off. and when he didnt reply to my msg last weekend i just shut down.
if God Almighty thinks we're meant to be together then we'll prolly be together in the future.
well thats it for today. here's to more peaceful nights.
Friday 1 July 2011
hello errbody!
it has been such a busy week. i had one of my busiest weekend last week what with me having to attend 2 engagements back to back. one of them was Jessica's, a colleague of mine. her engagement fell on a Saturday, it was our night off, thank god the event started at late afternoon and i had some time to sleep. if not i'll prolly doze off sometime during the event.
the very next day was my best friend's Nana's engagement. i had an extra early day 'cos i had to wake up early and get my medical cert so i can skip work w/o getting into trouble. stayed until evening before gg home with sister. kinda got lost trying to find the bustop and wearing heels was not helping me at all.
other than that, work has been pretty normal.
and im done for today. night shift later and im not looking forward to it.
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