Saturday 21 February 2009

my blog needs pictures!

i've just got back from work and now i have to be out in another half an hour to go back to work. and, i wanted to go to the MDIS open house today. *sighs*

at least i'll still be able to meet nuruz and aki in the evening.

and...
my blog needs pictures. so boring sia every post no picture, very bland.

adieu, for now, i'll be off to work in awhile.

bitching session

had a mugging session at T3's McD with nuruz and my sister. got a few tutorials done, then we talked about anything to everything. nonsensical and sensible stuff. we had a great time talking about minahs and mats. we will never exhaust ourselves talking about that topic. there is a lot to talk about when it comes to the M&M's ( read; monyets & monkeys or mats and minahs ).

it makes me sound as if i'm so perfect right, but i know i'm not. at least i know enough not to shame myself in public by wearing poorly colour coordinated clothes, i don't walk around as if i own the place and i certainly don't behave poorly. then again, if every other girl sees a another girl on the streets and calls her a minah, what exactly is a definition of minah? i may not see myself as one anymore but i'm sure i've been labelled a minah when walking about town, especially at the Esplanade area.

go figure lah

i'm off to sleep now, tmrw i've got work then in the afternoon will attend the MDIS open house with the Sachek Inc. ( inside joke uh )

adieu

Wednesday 18 February 2009

boredom kills

it's been 3 days since i went to school, i don't feel like it. there are a few weeks left for IA, and that upcoming sungguhtakperlu poster presentation on our IA experience. the only experience i got is how extremely mundane a lab technician's life can get. no wonder those two women are cranky. pffftt!!

i've got a maths test to sit for tomorrow, hopefully i can pass with all the hard work i'll put in the next couple of hours. i'll have to totally concentrate despite the huge amount of distractions at home.

i'm so bored right now, i'd cry just so i have something to do beside being bored.

adieu

Sunday 15 February 2009

studying on a Sunday?

the weekend is going to be over in a few hours. i've alot to do actually but i'm still stalling. i planned to do some studying but the lazy bug bit me.

anyways,
sister had her V'day yesterday judging from the roses she got, she must have had a great day. well, as for me, i don't celebrate V'day cause i think it's sort of redundant now. i used to celebrate it but ever since last year i just lost all romantic notions of what V'day is supposed to symbolise and i can't be bothered to remember them anyways. plus, i hate roses, everybody gets them so it doesn't feel special anymore. call me stupid lah, i don't care.

before i forget one of my new students name is very unique, i think. i definitely haven't heard it or read it anywhere else. his name is Mohamad Azzurree. sounds so nice on the tongue. hehs.

i want children can, at least five of them but i don't want to get married. marriage scares me. *insertconfusedfacehere*

adieu

Saturday 14 February 2009

save me from teaching, please?

my morning was great, what's new there? it was fun helping the kids with their workload.

the nightmare is starting at 345pm until 6pm. i'm already doing fine taking care of them kids now they expect me to teach a class of 28 students. with or without the syllabus, i'm no teacher. seriously. it's religious studies some more. i'm a very, very long way from teaching let alone teaching religious stuffs to people's children when i myself ain't that perfect. gaahs! the worst thing is having to teach them Arab. that is the only subject i totally can't do. god help me, please.

i hope i can make it pass the two hours, and obviously i have to work on my voice, i have to talk louder lah sey. totally not me. save me somebody.

i sound so depressed because of this aren't i? sheesh.

babyboy, i hope things keeps getting better from now.

Wednesday 11 February 2009

lately i've been blogging alot about school related stuff. i think. getting abit mundane nowadays since i really have nothing much to blog about.

anyways found out that my lab maths exam will fall on the 12th of march @ 11 am until 1pm. i've got approximately a month left to study my ass off for the upcoming exam. i feel stressed because of this. not to mention that there will be two tests to sit for next week, at the same time if i'm not wrong.

life at home has been pretty normal, well, except for the fact that babybro sprained his right wrist playing soccer in the corridor outside our house. nothing serious though. still his arm is in a cast, blue in colour like the one he had on the time he sort of cracked his right arm.

i stiil remember the convo he had with that over the broken arm debacle.

bb: ayah kalo tangan retak kene cement kan..
D: aah lah..
bb: abih kalo kepale retak pun kene cement eh?
D: *speechless*

the things he says...

adieu

Monday 9 February 2009

monday lah

since there's a few more weeks left for attachment at school, i have to make it everyday if i want a passable grade for IA. now that maths lessons are happening almost everyday, which is a good thing since i really need the help, i have to go to school anyways. not just come to school but actually be punctual for the next month or so. meaning i have to come in the morning at 830am, everyday for the next month.

this friday is when all the other students comeback to school for that meeting with the short guy. there are alot of stuffs due on that day. the logbook and lab notebook for one. my classmates at school have been complaining on and on about how they haven't yet write down anything in the logbook and lab notebook, their fault really, the logbook and the lab notebook was the easiest part of the attachment since lab work is mostly routine and there will be some repeated entries, not that anyone can help it lah.

the excel sheet on that thingy of which i have no idea how to do, is also due on friday. lecturers say that we cannot copy our friends work and how is that not gonna happen when she gave us the same identical sheet of paper. even if we don't copy there will be some similar ones.

adults, they think everything is easy to do. pffftt!!

adieu

p/s: boy you're making me use too much of my energy, it's beginning to kill me.

Sunday 8 February 2009

pictures


only because i can't upload a picture safely onto the desktop. *insertsadfacehere*

Saturday 7 February 2009

wacky random saturday

there is alot to blog about but i have no idea where to start or what stuffs to blog about.

my morning was great as usual because of them cute adorable kids, talking about anything to everything they can possibly think of.

my afternoon, two words. laugh fest.

as i said i went to T3 to study with babygirl Nuruz, we were doing fine before getting our frappes. i actually managed to do some revision but after that i was just burning off the sugar rush from all that caffeine. i spent a whole hour talking nonsense and butting in other people's convos. i swear we both were the noisiest 'muggers' there.

then the trip to Forum Shopping Mall to meet babygirl Nana because Nuruz wanted Nana's highway code book to study with, i think. anws, Nana congrats on passing your BTT, like finally.
tinggal aku jek yg belom register untuk lesen *insertsadfacehere*

this convo happened on the way to meet Nana,
M: condo kecik kan?
N: astaghfirullah al-azim....aah lah..
M: ouh...
N: (continues) *insertname* pernah amik dri tmpat keje die.
M:????
N: condom kecik lah *makesaface*

after that i just started to laugh, then it dawned on her that i was talking about condominiums and not condoms. i believe it's quite impossible for us to let a day go buy w/o saying obscene stuffs.

having fun talking with Nuruz made my day but receiving that hug from Nana made my day even better. gosh, i miss those tight hugs from the babes. so you can conclude that my day was close to perfect.

proceed to Nuruz's blog for more details on today's happenings. chey bbl cam blog aku nie popular sgt, pffft!!

name names

i didn't know that jellyfish in Malay is obor-obor. gosh, i'm such a dufus, i suck at speaking my own language.

anyways,
i finally remembered every one of their names, there are a bunch of unique ones among them. it took me a month to remember their names, total brain relapse man. should have been able to remember all their names the 2nd time i came to work, my cousin did help me alot.

among the names i like are Nurul Naily, Qiyarah, Ainul Mardhiyyah, Shahirah Nuraesah, Yasirah, Faris Iskandar and Syakir Zufayri. maybe some of the above are more common than i think but don't you think their names are unique?

study session with Sachek Kechik later and i want my Double Choc Frappe!!!.

and i'm done, adieu

Thursday 5 February 2009

i finally got my songs from babygirl Nuruz. i'm a happy, happy girl. hahs

nothing much happened today, just the usual at skatepark after having lunch at McD. normal bitching sessions with the *idontcarewhoswatchingattitude*of ours.

and i'm done, don't feel much like blogging anyways.

p/s: Nuruz, jage scandal kau baik2 eh. *inside joke*

Wednesday 4 February 2009

please make up your mind,
you're killing me with all these uncertainties

Sunday 1 February 2009

i had to cancel my date with babygirl Nuruz because mother had to tell me on the very last min that my cousin is getting engaged. burnt my study weekend only.

my morning was fun as usual. though i almost came late. no more late nights on fridays for me. my pay is coming this week i think or maybe next week. should be just enough for me to buy a maxi dress and new foundation for myself. sister went shopping with her pay yesterday. she bought new kicks and tops. at the rate she's going mother will still end up paying for her cellphone bills. she needs to learn how to manage her money instead of just using it all up on material things. with what she's getting paid she can afford to top up her monthly concessions herself. i can't say anything to her about money, she'll start tripping. stubborn little fool. i'm resigned when it comes to her.

and to that old schoolmate,
seriously i'm not always free to help you solve your problems,
i'm not always free to meet you and your bf,
i'm not always free to listen to you rant on about your life.
bottomline i'm not that free for you.
i have my own freaking problems to figure out, i have a life that does not involve you. i'm not your personal problem solver okay. just cause i'm a good listener doesn't mean i'll listen always.
oh, one more thing, just cause you regard me as a 'sister' doesn't mean you can take advantage of me. i have my own biological sister for that and trust me she doesn't treat me the way you do.

we never have been best friends and we never will be best friends with the way you're acting now.