i've always wanted to have a separate private blog, but every single time i make one i end up deleting it in just a few hours. i've done that with live journal, word press, dear diary and just a few hours ago , tumblr. they're all blogging sites but i just can't seem to stick to one. i even tried making a private blog under blogger but i deleted that one too and within a few hours.
maybe it's not time to have a private online sanctuary yet. but i do need a medium to let loose all my inner most thoughts. keeping a written diary is not a very good idea. i might just misplace it, even worse, someone might find it and read all the things not meant for them to read. especially if my parents find it. i'll be in a hell of a whole lot of trouble.
maybe i'm the fickle one. knowing that the blog will be private yet deleting the whole blog after just a few posts. i'm still not ready to talk about the past. ashamed to face it.
i just know my inner demons are probably snickering right about now for my inability to face them. be damned all the stupid decisions and choices i made.
make up my mind already lah, this is just sickening.
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