changes

it's a shame when someone you know and like, changes for the worse and she doesn't realise it yet.

i kind of pity my cousin, she's becoming more like my aunt and not in a good way. i know she has a responsibilities to her child and husband but i don't really like the way she talks right now. though i don't blame her 'cos she has only one female to look up to and that is her mother.

i went for a family gathering like i stated so in Saturday's post. i was kinda excited 'cos i finally get to meet her after so long but i was sadly disappointed shortly thereafter. we were in a room, talking about her life as a mother, fussing over her child - Aniq Ishan is very cute, then again which baby isn't. she then started to talk about giving birth. i didn't mind the subject 'cos i know i'll go through the same process some time in the future. what irked me was the way she said it, it sounded more like bragging, and it was like her saying that all mother's to be go through the same amount of pain as her when giving birth.

after that i just couldn't be bothered. she's becoming her like her mother, my aunt, which is definitely not a good thing in my eyes. well whatever, i now admit that i can never be close with my cousins, the only close relationship i have is of my girls and my sister, although we bicker alot. hey, nobody's perfect, some more than others.

I'm being a bit bitchy over her changes, i guess i'm disappointed in her but if she's happier that way then so be it. I'm no one to go and tell her otherwise.