1st Day of Ramadhan

it's a bummer that i cannot welcome the start of the fasting month, boyfriend thinks it's funny. *sighs*

anywho,
i went for the Career Fair alone, sister joined me later but at another venue. she wanted to go because i told her there was a Club 21 booth, she may be going tomorrow. i was a little lost and confused just now at the fair 'cos there was so many booths and i was overwhelmed. however, following my parent's advice, i went to visit booths under the government sector like Health care and all the Ministries. easily said that mother wants me to become a Civil Servant. there's job security and all when working under the government. that's what she says anyways.

i've got a lot of resumes to send online, more new websites to go and check out. you know i thought there will be an actual interviewing session based on my understanding of the mailer that North West CDC sent me but i misunderstood it a whole lot. it was just like the last time i went to a career fair early this year. just a whole lot of booths and a lot of flyers, brochures, goodies and questions to obtain. it's more like learning what the employers have to offer.

i was wearing heels 'cos i seriously thought that there'll be an interview so i was dressed to impress. but i ended up being all grumpy 'cos my feet felt like they were walking on hot coals and there wasn't any available seats. they should put seats on the sides of the convention centre so at least there'll be places to rest for those who've exhausted themselves walking around and around. people like me. hehs.

on a more personal note, i was close to tears just now at the fair 'cos i really didn't know what type of jobs i want, and walking around the fair made it even worse for me, pms i guess. i shouldn't go anywhere alone, especially going to something as serious as a Career Fair. i was so ready to run from the place but since i was wearing heels, i hobbled. haha

and since i was calling mother every ten minutes to have her calm me down and talk sense to me i made it till 1230 pm. pathetic moments.

okay , people do wish me luck, i'm kinda getting more desperate to get a job now that there are actually a lot of jobs available that i do not know of.

adieu