todae onli went for gm prac, and it was a total bore. sorta...
had to do our gm project by ourselves and it was hard. serves me right for always coming late or nt paying attention or both.
a lot of ppl are concerned about me, i know, especially my gfs " nazumysharuznad"
but there are times i feel like giving up and go suicidal cos i cant take the burden of the problems i created,

"yelah myra dulu kan bodoh nk amposh, kawan ngn org2 yang tk betul, myra dulu kan perangai mcm toot, anak setan pun kalah....."

now iym stuck with two major problems and i need to solve them asap so i can get a little much needed feeling of peace and control over my fucked up life.

a tiny piece is more than enuf to make me feel happy for awhile.

i feel their eyes crawling over me...