basically had orientation for the newbies the last two days...

first day
sucks becos i couldnt shout loud enuf for them to hear me , in the end NA had to do all the work while i sulked about saying to myself that iym not cut out to be a BL. mabe i shudnt be a BL in the first place knowing that i have this mental illness with me.
the stress i felt was overwhelming. seriously wanted to breakdown cos i couldnt do the job i was supposed to do properly

second day
alo t smoother cos just had to herd the newbies arnd.


ouhkay iym done blogging and now imma post it bfore the internet connexion fails me
=)