came late for lessons today because it was raining, and the bus moved sooo bloody slow, reached lt1 for gm lecture and found out from NR it lasted for about 18 mins, which was pretty fast.
this term i have to come everyday to school and try to understand every single word that comes out of from my lecturers especially for gm and lm, there are two exam modules to be completed and passed before i cn go to my second year, if i dun pas my lm exam i thought of quitting school and take my private o's and that means i have to find work that pays well, this scenario is only for when i dun make it ....hopefully that doesnt happen.

niwaes back to todays events,
after gm me, NR and SH debated whether or nt to go for ac and in the end we took a 4 hour break (smoke break) by ourselves and me knowing that i shud be in class studying and coming to lessons lest i want to be get debarred for my exams..haiz
getting difficult to study cos every time i sit down and think, my past comes to haunt me, more often than ever. and that leads to the fact that i only get to revise abit and if i try harder to understand the module that iym revising while trying at the same time to purge any unwanted thoughts from my head, i end up crying most of the time :(

thats all =)




i thank u, for just one more day,
everyday of my life.