my eye is getting better and now guess which part of my body is swelling....my lips..
i must be allergic to something or i must have eaten something i'm not supposed to....it sucks kinda cos whenever i look in the mirror to check the condition of my eye i see my lips first *sighs heavily*

ouh yarhs i wanna tell my mom that i wanna quit my sunday classes cos i am not interested anymore.
all ido is sit in class and pretend to listen when iym actually not, i'll be seating at the back of the class and will be busy sms-ing frens and family. i tried telling her by dropping a few hints like, when she asks what i learnt today i will say " i dun know" and wen i happen to be sitting for an exam that particular sunday, i will say "i dun know", if she happens to ask how the paper was. she shud alreadi know that iym no longer interested in my sunday classes.
coming for those classes just adds to my stress levels cos i have to do reports about topics i have never heard of, and i usually just cut and paste from the net cos the lecturers give high expectations for the reports and i have no time to do it properly cos i'm falling behind in my academic studies.

everything just sucks, like my life hasnt sucked before.
u get the drift right???

i feel like i suck at everything now
i suck at being a good friend,
i suck at being a good student,
i suck at being a good sister, sometimes, but i thank god that my sister understands my sitch and she has been there for me now more than ever cos she knows i will always be there for her.
i suck at being a good daughter
basically i suck at being a good everything ....

ouhkay myra enuf of ur self incriminations....

aniwaes,
daddy promised to buy me and my sister daybeds, like finally we can throw away that big old bed ofo urs and there will be so much space for us to use in the room.
we will be getting separate daybeds soo imma choose one that suit s my taste and my sister will probably choose one that looks vintage-y to her =)

hopefully can get the daybeds soon and my sister and me can finally redecorate the room again =)
its what we both like doing together.....and trust me there willb e a fair amount of screams wen we both busy redecorating our room and u dun want to be in the middle of it.....only my lil brother can handle our screaming ;D

thats all blog you later