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geez!
i am SOO fickle. that's about the second time i wanted to go on hiatus but here i am. pffftt!!
i've saved the previous post as draft by the way.

let me see,
i'm stuck here at home and i have nothing to do. sister has gone off for work and later she'll be attending Popcorn Playa 3 sometime in the evening. i'll bet you that she'll return home late. pfft!!

now that she has a boyfriend, i'll be even more alone at home. jealous? maybe. it's ridiculous i know to envy her, my sister, just 'cause she has a boyfriend. i am so pathetic. she already has new year plans. since she's performing at vivo's countdown party. i've no plans for new year's eve. i don't know where to go but i've planned what i want to wear. initially i decided to tag along with sister to vivo, watch her performance and do the countdown there. then, i decided that i don't mix with her crowd of people and so i cancelled and decided to stay home.

now. i don't know what to decide anymore. sheesh!
if only i have transport, i don't have to worry about getting home. wanting to take a cab home from vivo back to woodlands had me second guessing myself. the thing is i don't want to stay at home during new year's eve. i want to go out somewhere and celebrate. really celebrate.

basically it's like,
go vivo or somewhere, celebrate new year and meet new people or stay at home and sulk all day long?

sucha bonus question. -_-'

p/s: anyone going to any new year party??