i was just beginning to slowly purge you from my system and you had to text me out of the blue. saying that you missed me. and after that fateful call on Monday afternoon, i don't know what to feel anymore. it really sucks, you know, second guessing myself. it's like my confidence went flying out the window when it comes to you. the worst thing was that you sounded like you never did anything wrong.
why can't you make up your mind. if you still want me then just say so. don't leave me hanging on a string again like what you started doing 5 months ago. don't keep me guessing when you are not ready to give me the answer. just make up your mind will you.
i still care for you too much,
my feelings for you are still strong,
i still think of you every single day,
i can't find it in my heart to hate you like what you deserve.
fact is, i started loving you the day you let me go, and now it doesn't even matter because you'll never know how i felt about you, what i am still feeling for you.
i'd rather die a thousand deaths than go through this pain cos' boy, you made my heart a warzone.
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