i said that i would update but i had a change of heart. i think i may have done something stupid. i showed my clingy side to boyfriend just now through sms-es. and my reason is becos we've not seen each other for way too long. i hope i didn't spoil his evening. i shouldnt have done that.

maybe im just afraid that i'll lose him, cos of the amount of time that we've not seen each other. its unneccessary, really, to think that his feelings for me can just fade away in an instant but i cant help it and furthermore life at home has been pretty tense. i know that my feelings for him are very strong but i can only go for soo long without seeing him before i start having stupid thoughts in my head of the what-ifs.

nana said that " absence makes the heart grow fonder"

its true and all but........

great now i've lost track of what i want to say. pffffttt!!!

time for me to try to get to sleep then.
sayonara readers