10 more days

i'm sick, a fever actually. how quaint. and my gums on the right side are swollen. mother says i drank too much of the milo fuse, she says it's heaty. and the fasting month starts on mon. i don't think i'm able to fast since i constantly need water to rehydrate myself. life's fair i guess. mother kept telling me that i shouldn't drink too much of the milo fuse but i never listen. soo now i'm stuck with this. and the best part is i can't chew anything, not even bread. yeay me. pffftt!

just made pancakes for the two household brats. too bad i can't taste my handiwork. baby bro says they taste great. he's either being really nice or it does taste great. and this is a first time i'm making pancakes, not instant ones, by scratch mind you. i think i have a penchant for this, anything that has to do with flour, eggs, milk and the like, turns out great even if i messed up a bit. for instance, i ter-used cold milk instead of warm milk and had to spend 15 minutes beating the mixture until it is smooth. cramped up my arm doing that.

its raining in my area and mother has just gone out to a birthday party, she asked me to tag along but i said no. since i conveniently can't chew anything. yeay me again.

i think i'll study but first i have to reduce the amount of space thoughts of boyfriend has taken over in my head. i'm constantly thinking of him lately. i better discuss this "problem" with him a.s.a.p cos i don't think i'll be able to study properly until i do so. first things first have to do something about the space he has taken over in my head.

p/s: i don't want to know how much u love me but i want to know how much you really miss me because for me the word love is extremely overrated. i miss you, my love