nothing really much happened this past couple of days. that's why i didn't blog yesterday.
the fasting month is in a few days. the 1st of September to be exact. and i thought it would be somewhere in mid September. silly me. pffftt!!.
that means a whole month of making sure i control what i eat, after breaking fast, cos i badly want to lose a bit of weight. more importantly i want to lose my flabby tummy. and of course, nightly prayers to attend at the nearby mosque. i promised mother that i will go, every night without fail, until the end of the fasting month that is unless i'm having my menses. actually i'm having it right now, so i'm gonna miss the first few days of fasting. the good thing is that i'll be fasting mostly at home cos it's already the school holidays. and the only time i'll be going out is when i have to sit for my BCT exam, which is on the 9th of September.
ouh, i forgot, that there'll be a cousin outing during fasting month with my cousin's on mother's side. other than that i don't think i'll be out anywhere. unless of course, boyfriend asks me out, other than that, nothing, zilch nada, nope. totally have no other plans for the fasting month.
talking about boyfriend, he's already been posted to his division, SOC to be exact, it all came a little bit too fast for me and i thought i had a chance to meet him, just my luck, i guess. this time i don't know when his off days are. it's really hard to maintain a r/s when your boyfriend is serving his N.S, when you wanna go out with him, it has to fit around his schedule, you have to be patient, knowing his busy but one hour wouldn't hurt, really, i wouldn't mind taking the trip down to bedok so he wouldn't be that tired.
nana said that i should think of myself for awhile, i find it difficult cos i've always been like this, it's like i'm attuned to other peoples emotions, knowing if they are actually sad angry or happy. i feel like a freak with this patience of mine and this uncanny ability to read peoples emotions, people who i'm close to. however, i'll try to be more self centered, though.
nana said, " belum cube belum tahu. "
in english it means, if i haven't try it out, i wouldn't know the outcome.
p/s: nana i didn't get a chance to tell him cos by the time i called him he was already asleep. "/
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