just when i think things are starting to look up, even for a tiny bit, for me.
it comes crashing down again.
and of all people , why me??
as if i haven't enough on my life plate to deal with.
what with my depression and all it entails.

sometimes i wanna blame god for all of my lifes mishaps.
but i cant, strictly religious reasons.
mother keeps saying that, just cause god is making me suffer now,
means he has biiger plans for me in the future.
and he just wants to see if i can get out of my situation now,
practically unscathed.

u think i can do it??
cause as of right now i so dont think so



Dee's gig,
S.A.M @ The Glass House
12-6pm
free entry, free food
there will be bands and dance performances as well.
so if you're free do drop by.

and i'm missing my lovely idiot right now, wonder what he's doing, prolly sleeping.