this time i truly and really swear and wash my hands off of you. i see now that nothing i do or say will make u change ur ways. so u can lead ur life whichever fucking way u want. u said it urself.

quote: " it's my life "

so yeah, i forgot it is YOUR life and i obviously have no say in how u lead YOUR life. whatever u do from now on don't bother telling me or informing me, cos basically i'm not interested anymore. i hope YOU will be happier this way. if YOU are happy then i will be too.

and i thought all this while u listened to what i have been saying. boy, was i wrong. i sacrificed alot for your sake and this is your thank you? no matter what i will still be grateful becos i know now that i MEANT SOO MUCH to you, didn't i??

i know u will be reading this soon, and i so don't want to hear any apologies. all has been said and done. and there is nothing more YOU can do to change my mind. this time right now. i will be standing by my resolve to not to talk to you if u fail ur N's. trust me on this one. DO NOT EVEN BOTHER.

from now on u are nothing more than a person i share a room with, and nothing more than a being i share parents with.

p.s just so YOU know,
YOU are one of the main reasons i have depression.
and i will say it again,

" how do i begin to recover if the problem is soo close to home and soo close to heart?? "

u will never comprehend how much it hurts for me to truly give up.u never will comprehend how much pain u brought meu will never comprehend how much i really tried to help youu will never comprehend how much i stood by you in your time of needu will never comprehend,how much it hurts the core of my very being to type my heart out this way.but now it is all too little too late.and i will no longer burden YOU with my nagging and unwanted advicegoodbye.
tears of blood i will cry for you, no longer