just another day

today has been quite mundane.

came late for AC lecture, had lunch, then went for MLP lecture, it was a drag as usual. and shan and me talked about nonsensical stuff while azura and nana slept through MLP.

then we went home straight after MLP, nana, zura and me. shan was nowhere to be seen luh. hehs

the two girls persuaded me to take the train home but i had no mrt fare, so they paid for me, thanks girls. =)
it was uncomfortable sleeping in the train, that is why i prefer taking buses.
from bedok to lavender i stood talking to nana about stuffs. then the journey from lavender to J.E i slept all the way, zura insisted that i sleep so i did.

then when i reached home, i changed and promptly took a short nap, but when i woke up it was already 8+ at nite. i must have been really tired huh...

i washed my face, then had dinner and then watched t.v while waiting for Mr Moon to call. he did, even though it was for a short while, lepaskan rindu lah katekan.

i guess thats about it lah, i dont even know why i bother to post about what happened today when it was so obviously mundane. pffft!!

just when i think things are starting to look up, even for a tiny bit, for me.
it comes crashing down again.
and of all people , why me??
as if i haven't enough on my life plate to deal with.
what with my depression and all it entails.

sometimes i wanna blame god for all of my lifes mishaps.
but i cant, strictly religious reasons.
mother keeps saying that, just cause god is making me suffer now,
means he has biiger plans for me in the future.
and he just wants to see if i can get out of my situation now,
practically unscathed.

u think i can do it??
cause as of right now i so dont think so



Dee's gig,
S.A.M @ The Glass House
12-6pm
free entry, free food
there will be bands and dance performances as well.
so if you're free do drop by.

and i'm missing my lovely idiot right now, wonder what he's doing, prolly sleeping.