here i am blogging and at the same time singing along to songs by flyleaf. their songs has become an addiction for me, i feel i can connect to the songs they play. and i am soo in love with LACEY'S vocals and the way she screams in her songs,..... GAWD!! it is like so amazing like hell! here is a tiny secret - i have been trying to scream lke her, and the only song i can do that is when i am singing RED SAM and the part where she screams the word, YOU, i can manage to scream it for awhile before losing my breathe or have my mother scream at me ...lol..&&& my sister thinks it is ouhkay for a person who hasnt experience in screaming when singing. ouhkay now i dont want to be bragging until my head explodes hees

iym stuck alone at home, my sister when to CP to watch the DEAL OR NO DEAL cast who're making an appearance todae.

my sister and i also decided to celebrate the countdown at CP which is just a ten minute walk from our home, my dad hasnt yet let me and her go to marina to watch the fireworks and celebrate the new year. i think its becos she hasnt turned 16 yet. i remember when i turned 16 he let me have my late nights with my frens but no later then twelve midnight unless i have got a pretty good excuse as to why i was late coming home on that particular night and when i turned 18 he sorta lifted my curfew i guess, i just have to tell him where i am and what time i will be coming home. i dunt take advantage of it cos i know it is hard for him to give me this much of independence, now more than ever cos i have this stupid depression stuck to me like super glue.


HAVE A HAPPY NEW YEAR PPL =)