save me from teaching, please?

my morning was great, what's new there? it was fun helping the kids with their workload.

the nightmare is starting at 345pm until 6pm. i'm already doing fine taking care of them kids now they expect me to teach a class of 28 students. with or without the syllabus, i'm no teacher. seriously. it's religious studies some more. i'm a very, very long way from teaching let alone teaching religious stuffs to people's children when i myself ain't that perfect. gaahs! the worst thing is having to teach them Arab. that is the only subject i totally can't do. god help me, please.

i hope i can make it pass the two hours, and obviously i have to work on my voice, i have to talk louder lah sey. totally not me. save me somebody.

i sound so depressed because of this aren't i? sheesh.

babyboy, i hope things keeps getting better from now.