i had to cancel my date with babygirl Nuruz because mother had to tell me on the very last min that my cousin is getting engaged. burnt my study weekend only.

my morning was fun as usual. though i almost came late. no more late nights on fridays for me. my pay is coming this week i think or maybe next week. should be just enough for me to buy a maxi dress and new foundation for myself. sister went shopping with her pay yesterday. she bought new kicks and tops. at the rate she's going mother will still end up paying for her cellphone bills. she needs to learn how to manage her money instead of just using it all up on material things. with what she's getting paid she can afford to top up her monthly concessions herself. i can't say anything to her about money, she'll start tripping. stubborn little fool. i'm resigned when it comes to her.

and to that old schoolmate,
seriously i'm not always free to help you solve your problems,
i'm not always free to meet you and your bf,
i'm not always free to listen to you rant on about your life.
bottomline i'm not that free for you.
i have my own freaking problems to figure out, i have a life that does not involve you. i'm not your personal problem solver okay. just cause i'm a good listener doesn't mean i'll listen always.
oh, one more thing, just cause you regard me as a 'sister' doesn't mean you can take advantage of me. i have my own biological sister for that and trust me she doesn't treat me the way you do.

we never have been best friends and we never will be best friends with the way you're acting now.