tomorrow, dearest nyai is going off for her pilgrimage and im gna miss her like sooo much. this will be the first time she will be going for her pilgrimage without my gramps who passed away last year. hope ALLAH swt blesses his soul. her flight will be at 6pm. idk wich terminal yet but im going nonetheless. too bad the flight is in the aftn when its usually freaking early in the morning. i know i shudnt be complaining but mr moon had wanted to go out with me now it has to be cancelled unless mother lets me go out with him at nite and return somewhere in the early morning. big chance thats never gna happen but im still hoping. =).
asked him why he wanted so badly to go out with me and he didnt ans. i know he misses me, if not he wont waste his time calling me every single night. why is it just so hard for guys to admit they miss someone sometimes. how the male brain works is way beyond me.

nad or shud i say Deeranae, is now performing at her first gig at the Glass House @ S.A.M ( idk that such a place existed until D told me). its a freestyling rap gig and her partner in crime, Sheeq is also performing. rapping freestyle is not her thing but im sure she will do great on stage, besides her producer has helped her alot. aniwaes the name of the gig is Popcorn Playa, and i quote D - " babe, all the dopest hiphoppers in the biz will be there, i hope Estafeelo does well enough for a first appearance."

and so i told Estafeelo will do great on stage, i also mentioned the fact that she has been practicing like forever, not that it is a good thing cos she has been neglecting her studies, but im still happy for her. what else can a sister do?

in case ya'll were wondering who the hell Estafeelo is,
its actually the name that Deeranae and Sheeq came up with to represent them. u know, like a dynamic duo group name.