taking a short break from studying since early in the morning, sadly, only bout 10% of what i have been reading got through to my brain, *sighs loudly*
made D some pancakes, which were oddly shaped but she ate it anyways cos she was hungry, mom is making spaghetti for dinner, i hope she makes the white sauce instead of the usual bolognaise we always have, and she is makng extra to give to our neighbours as a CNY dinner treat.

i need help with my maths, been revising the notes, and onli a tiny fragment got into my brain and that isnt even enuf for me to begin to understand the module. there is a big possibility that i will be retaking the module if i dun catch up soon. the funny ironic thing is that when im in lecture i can understand it but when i reach home to revise i find that whatever i learnt is left in school somewhat.

i might as well die cos i cant bear to see my parents be dissapointed in me again