here i am blogging and at the same time singing along to songs by flyleaf. their songs has become an addiction for me, i feel i can connect to the songs they play. and i am soo in love with LACEY'S vocals and the way she screams in her songs,..... GAWD!! it is like so amazing like hell! here is a tiny secret - i have been trying to scream lke her, and the only song i can do that is when i am singing RED SAM and the part where she screams the word, YOU, i can manage to scream it for awhile before losing my breathe or have my mother scream at me ...lol..&&& my sister thinks it is ouhkay for a person who hasnt experience in screaming when singing. ouhkay now i dont want to be bragging until my head explodes hees

iym stuck alone at home, my sister when to CP to watch the DEAL OR NO DEAL cast who're making an appearance todae.

my sister and i also decided to celebrate the countdown at CP which is just a ten minute walk from our home, my dad hasnt yet let me and her go to marina to watch the fireworks and celebrate the new year. i think its becos she hasnt turned 16 yet. i remember when i turned 16 he let me have my late nights with my frens but no later then twelve midnight unless i have got a pretty good excuse as to why i was late coming home on that particular night and when i turned 18 he sorta lifted my curfew i guess, i just have to tell him where i am and what time i will be coming home. i dunt take advantage of it cos i know it is hard for him to give me this much of independence, now more than ever cos i have this stupid depression stuck to me like super glue.


HAVE A HAPPY NEW YEAR PPL =)

there was a lot, i mean lot of confessing at our chat session early this morning i think or very early today with MD and NR. well of cos there was alot of crapping going around, which was perfectly normal for our chat sessions. ;D


anyways,
the day SH was admitted into hospital was also the day that two of my frens got admitted too.
one was becos he was involved in a motorcycle accident and the other was becos he was at the wrong time and at the wrong place, he was beaten up becos of a mistake in identity, if i went home few minutes later i would be in hospital right now, it reminds me how fragile life is and how fragile i can be . i kinda felt guilty becos i didnt persuade him well enough to accompany me home. i visited him just now in the morning with a fren, thank goodness he is doing fine just a few ugly bruises here and there.
and he actually said he wished he were to listen to me and accompany me back home so he wouldnt be in that state right now. hees
i find it kinda funny but iym glad that he is ok and that it was nothing serious.

went visiting SH at the hospital just now....she was admitted a few days ago, she has a brain nfection but doesnt seem like it cos basically she didna look sick.....she was laughing soo much that i wudnt be surprised if the drips were to detach from her wrist, and she had way too many chocs in her possession. HARHAHAR

we left the hosp arnd 4+ i think, nt sure cos was daydreaming hehs...me and gfs went to eat at LJS @ EASTPOINT. then we went walking arnd eastpoint...then after that went to tamp mall follow MD go buy cake for someones bdae, forgot who's...then i went to cosway point with sissie...
now at home, waiting for dearest to call, i cant call him cos he said must wait for him to call becos he said sumtink about sumtink which iym not sure of...its just military stuff i guess
i mish him truckloads sobsob

i guess thats all
bye ppl
much love

now iym tagging and flooding ppls tagboard and replying to photo comments on my frenster and other ppl frenster...
AAAAAAHHHHHH!
complete boredom ppl

The Love Test

My Result: Idealistic Romantic

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Finding Mr./Ms. Right

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had absolutely nothing to do so i posted this tests results..enjoy the read.