i didn't do anything productive today. slept in until the afternoon. i applied at several more places, hopefully one of them contacts me 'cos i need a job. i'm a little bit more desperate for a job now because i won't be able to buy new shoes and accessories for Hari Raya. mother doesn't mind paying for me first but she has a budget to look after.

anyways,
there's nothing more for me to blog,
goodbye. :)

english roses

i'm certain now that mother has gone flower crazy, or in this instance english rose crazy at first i thought that she was just being funny when she said she will be decorating the house with rose motifs this coming Hari Raya. the curtains are done and they have this type of pattern, it's not exactly like the curtains but close enough.


mother also had Aunt Sal sew new covers for the cushions, in two different colours if i'm not wrong. one for everyday use and the other for Hari Raya.

now i'm in a dilemma, 'cos i've just returned from IMM with mother to help her carry back home the dish set she ordered two months ago. to my 'horror' it is covered with the english rose motif. however, i'll admit they are very nicely handcrafted porcelain pieces.

well as long as mother keeps them out of my sight for the time being i won't mind. i guess i have to get used to seeing flower motifs everywhere i turn during Hari Raya.

bye people =)

boring tuesday

it's a boring tuesday for me, as usual there's nothing on the telly worth watching in the afternoon. thank goodness that tuesday is crime night. i get to see the sexy Simon Baker on The Mentalist.

i watched Iron Man to pass away the afternoon, then played around with Nala.

the only excitement was from yesterday night's bitching session with mother and sister. well, not exactly bitching 'cos mother doesn't bitch, it was more like sharing session. i asked her this and that, she asked sister and me about our respective boyfriends and whether they will be coming to visit during Hari Raya. it's about time anyways that i introduce him to my parents. sister's boyfriend has already met Mama Ana, one of my aunts from father's side. i'd prolly only introduce my boyfriend to the gerek ones in the family, all of them happen to be my father's brothers. i'm not that close to my uncles on mother's side.

i also complained about certain stuff that has to do with my female relatives. there's always something to complain about after a family gathering. it's become some sort of norm and last saturday's gathering was no exception. i guess i'm just being petty over certain behaviours.

now, i'm not sure who said this, it was either mother or sister, but it had me laughing so hard.

" syurga di bawah tapak kaki MAK KAU! "

i'm prone to overreaction. i had a tiny misunderstanding with my Moon because of my overreaction but it was settled after a few messages and a phone call. i really should learn how not to overreact.

it's insane what love can do, that keeps me coming back to you

changes

it's a shame when someone you know and like, changes for the worse and she doesn't realise it yet.

i kind of pity my cousin, she's becoming more like my aunt and not in a good way. i know she has a responsibilities to her child and husband but i don't really like the way she talks right now. though i don't blame her 'cos she has only one female to look up to and that is her mother.

i went for a family gathering like i stated so in Saturday's post. i was kinda excited 'cos i finally get to meet her after so long but i was sadly disappointed shortly thereafter. we were in a room, talking about her life as a mother, fussing over her child - Aniq Ishan is very cute, then again which baby isn't. she then started to talk about giving birth. i didn't mind the subject 'cos i know i'll go through the same process some time in the future. what irked me was the way she said it, it sounded more like bragging, and it was like her saying that all mother's to be go through the same amount of pain as her when giving birth.

after that i just couldn't be bothered. she's becoming her like her mother, my aunt, which is definitely not a good thing in my eyes. well whatever, i now admit that i can never be close with my cousins, the only close relationship i have is of my girls and my sister, although we bicker alot. hey, nobody's perfect, some more than others.

I'm being a bit bitchy over her changes, i guess i'm disappointed in her but if she's happier that way then so be it. I'm no one to go and tell her otherwise.

the new student

i've just got back from my morning session with the kids. just the usual stuff with the rowdy kids.

well, there is this new student. a little girl. Shania is her name and she has a pair of huge baby doll like eyes. i kept staring at her to take a look at her eyes. i wish i had eyes like hers. big and nicely rounded with very soft thick lashes. i don't think my babies wil have big expressive eyes since aku ni mate sepet

anyways,
later there will be a family gathering at Uncle Afandi's house to pray for my grandfather who passed away two years ago. God bless his immortal soul. i miss him.

and, i'll finally get to meet Aniq Ishan, my nephew and his mother who happens to be one of my favourite people in the world.

i have to be ready soon since mother suggested that i go over and help my aunt.

byes.:)