supper and late night talks

i had a wonderful sharing session with Suzana after work yesterday night. we had supper together after a long while as well.

i now know things about her that i didn't and she as well. i'm very happy that she feels that she can trust me with the things she shared. i'll be damned if i ever break that trust cos i finally found someone at work i can share things without them eventually telling others. she's like a big sister i never had. i'm also sincerely happy that she wants me to be her bridesmaid. its my first time ever and i hope i do not screw that up.

secrets were shared and some unexpected news about work i never knew and can now clarify to be the truth. i never liked to involve myself with the workplace gossip. and i usually find out things only when someone tells me but even so i'll forget after awhile.

Suzana also asked me to go for someone, give it a try cos she said he's a good catch. i think so too but i have to get over the fact that i'll be dating a colleague first and foremost.

being born under the Sagittarius star sign, my freedom and independence is something difficult for me to give up. and for me dating a colleague means that my freedom will be threatened cos everyone will be up in your business cos news travel super fast at work.

i have done quite well keeping a low profile at work and i don't want to change that so soon.

but i still will give it a go cos she has given me her recommendation.