it has been a rather mundane start to June. sister is in Bangkok and will be so until June ends, for work. i am so jealous when i found out. and we just returned from Bali the week before. she is one lucky bitch and i miss her so much.
our room just seems so empty, i have no one to talk to late at night when i can't sleep. no one to help me pick out clothes to wear when I'm going out and no one to say that my makeup looks good as well. she is my rock and i am feeling kinda lost w/o her here. however, i am still proud that my baby sister has made it this far in her career. hoping to see her become Manager few years down the road. she is that good in the retail business. i am biased because i am her sister but i don't care.
baby brother is following in her footsteps as well. he has already started working part time w/ CO. though i wished he would at least wait until his major exams are over and done with. mother says that he works too hard and i am concerned that it will affect his studies. he's N levels are right around the corner.
i guess my siblings are made for the retail business. sure they complain about dealing w/ difficult customers but i have seen them at work. who doesn't complain about work? i know i do. after every single shift ends, i will come back home and complain to my cats. :)
anws, when sister comes back home end June, i am planning a night out w/ her and some of our common friends that i am close with. prolly go clubbing but Ramadan is around the corner so i do not think we can make it for ladies night. i have never liked paying cover charges ever since i stopped drinking a few years back. still prefer to enter for free. who wouldn't?
we'll see how. :)
anws. the other stuff is just basically finding out truths i denied for so long. mostly to do with the ex. always known that something was fishy but i chose to not listen to my intuition. and i paid for it. sure the relationship started out great but after the 2nd year it just went downhill. spent the last year feeling lonely despite having a so called bf. oh wells, its a lesson learnt and i hope learn from it and not repeat the same mistakes again. i did find it out from Nana, better than finding it out from anyone else. cried the jerk out of my system 2 nights in a row and now i am feeling WAY better.
happy being single for now, though i feel slightly envious when i see couples walking out on the street. who doesn't right, i mean when you already know how it feels to have a significant other.
i guess this is it for this week's post. :)
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