it has been slightly more than two weeks, i think. i dont keep track of the dates nor the days nowadays 'cos the more important ones have been stored in memory.
anyways. i have had quite a battle with myself this two weeks and a lot of decisions have been made, final decisions.
first, the decision to study has to be cancelled, maybe for the time being. 'cos my family needs the money and with me studying i can barely cover my own expenses and what with my family depending on me heavily for that extra financial help made me decide to just stick to my current job and fervently hope ilast until they post me out. shouldn't be that bad since some officers have served longer in woodlandsand they are still around. so yeah, gonna make this my job. career, not so much cos there's not much prospect as long as i get increments every year i'm all good. getting promoted over the years would be good enough for me too.
as for the exboy and the money he owes. well lets just say im not gonna ask. despite what others have adviced me to do, which is to ask from him the money he owes since he said he willl pay me back bit by bit. i just don't want to face the prospect of having to deal with him because of this money thing. if he's the man he sayshe was then he will pay me back without constant reminders from me, if not then i have been in love with a boy who thinks himself a man then.
and that's that. i've not been one to dally after exes and mosdef not gonna change that habit for this one. however i still appreciate the advice my closest of friends gave me.
and,
my r/ship with my sister has been repaired, not fully though. just enough for me to overlook her selfishness. she knows that too and with that i hope that she'll change for the better over the years. well she isn't getting any younger as well.
it's already october and the year is coming to a close soon. 2011 has been so-so for me thus far and here's hoping 2012 will be slightly brighter.
and i'm thinking of creating my own website but i don't have the time as of yet.
well, good day world!
