stuffing tissue up my nose.

i have not been feeling well for the past few days. is it the flu season again or is it because of the 14 hour shift i worked last week? could be both.

now i'm alone at home doing my finances. since my colleague wanted to book the flight tickets already i had to use my savings to pay for my sister and her bf. thank goodness i havee just enough to cover the cost of the primary flight to and from australia. and after that i'm officially broke.

i can't even buy my monthly groceries and toiletries. let alone my BB Torch. may be next month aye?

next month i have to start saving for my expenses and i have to start from scratch. gosh i really hope i can do it cos there are a lot of things i want to try while i'm in australia and a lot of places i want to visit. and of course the shopping i want to do there.

i really want to go so badly. i'd just eat at home if that's what it takes to save. i'd really scrimp and save up for the next few months if that's what it takes. screw material things for the next few months.

wish me luck