bathed the cats, well except for Gegerl 'cos she's quite a handful for a fat kitty And after bathing the first 5 of my cats, getting extremely wet in the process, i decided to ask father to handle Gegerl.
okay basically today is a boring day. nothing to do. no one to go out with. spent my day in front of the telly channel surfing 'cos there is nothing to watch. i must sound like a pig, right?
other than that i have been thinking of losing a few pounds. it's hard to do when you can't take that first step and go jog at least twice a week and to start eating healthier. going out to exercise alone is no fun. i keep telling my sister that we should go jogging when i have the time but never actually doing it 'cos i'm always sleeping in instead of waking up to do what i wanted to do in the first place.
gaahs, why is it so hard? work has gotten me depressed and stressed out. my cycle didn't come last month and i'm worried because of that, worried that there may be something wrong with my body. i'm also worried about the stoopid xam i have to sit for in april 'cos i'm still struggling to study for it.
i dont know how i can keep up with all of this. i always feel like crying lately, hell, i always feel like crying whenever i'm at work. if this keeps up i may end doing someting stoopid lke overeating again and there goes my plan of losing weight.
i think i need a holiday. a long holiday.
i definitely need to lose weight to make me feel better about myself.
i don't want to lose it for a second time. the first time was enough, definitely more than enough.
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