i was supposed to be out with boyfriend but he had to cancel it cos of family. i suspected that the date will be cancelled when he didn't call me yesterday night. it just isn't surprising anymore but it is disappointing nonetheless. i turn a blind eye because of the love i feel for him.
love makes us so oblivious of the hurt that we feel sometimes until it decides to show itself. by then it'll be too late to do anything about it but love is patient and love is understanding. so, nothing can stand in it's way until we choose or decide to do something. and that's why we always stand by the ones we love no matter how much they hurt us. even love has it's imperfections.
maybe later i'll be going down to check if my salary has been banked in. if it is then i'll prolly wait for mother to come home so i can go shopping for the stuff i need. retail therapy will really help me get over my disappointment.
too bad sister will be going out with her babyboy later, i need her around to help me make up my mind whenever i go shopping.
well whatever, i love going shopping with mother too. she knows what type of clothes suit me anyways. hopefully my salary is in by now. if not i'll be stuck at home dealing with my disappointment in him.
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