Friday, 1 May 2009

labour day holiday

havent been updating regularly, didnt feel like it, nobody's missing anything if i dont blog anyways. My life ain't scandal ridden. Hehs.

Basically my week started pretty normal. Things got better with boyfriend, i overreacted abit i guess. It goes to show i cant be left alone with my thoughts. I can go psychotic like that. Bottomline is i think too much.

Imma sidetrack abit here,
My girls know i don't hold my secondary school friends in high regard, i'd rather much not have anything to do with them. But im too much a nice person to deny a friend my help. No, not bragging here, im just saying.

So, this friend called me, talking to me, spilling her guts out. I took the time to listen to her problems. That was a few months ago, now i find myself in the position of asking her to go get a fucking life. Seriously, i think she has some kind of complex going on in her head.

She calls me almost everyday, always asking me to go out with her and her boyfriend, when i don't want to she forces me to. Fuck her. And get this, yesterday was the day i met my girls, she then called asking me out, when i said no, i had other plans. She told me to cancel them and go out with her and her boyfriend instead. The world so doesn't revolve around her. Period.

Being nice sometimes sucks but it shows i have a conscience. That's what mother says anyways. But one can only be nice once in awhile. I guess im that girl people step on cos' they know she's too nice a person, too polite to protest to anything.

My posts have been depressing haven't they?

My april hasn't been good. Wonder how my may is going to be....

Adieu

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