rainy days

the booming of thunder signalling the arrival of a rainstorm.
the ominous grey clouds, blocks the sun's rays from shining light unto this earth.
the pitter-patter of raindrops on the windowpane, a prelude to the
downpour.

as i sit here, looking out the window ever so often. looking for signs
that this rainstorm will pass over quickly. waiting for the sun to shine its
light and bask in the warmth of its glory.
but i see and hear only rain. i feel and smell only rain.

I've suddenly felt the loss of my home,
the loss of all sense of security as i felt the moisture raining down on me.
it seems that this rainstorm will never end,
as i searched the horizon for a place to shelter myself from the cold.

i find nothing, i see no one. i am alone.
what will become of me?

the steady sound of falling rain made my brain come out with the words you see above. it's a dejavu feeling because that was what i dreamed of yesternight. it's rare for me to post something like this. so when i do happen to post something like this. it gets me wondering, thinking and contemplating things at the same time.

do dreams show a glimpse of the future. or is it some kind of unconscious premonition that disguises itself. and when it is about to happen, our intuition screams out loud. this all feels so spiritual to me. i beg for a dreamless slumber tonight. seeing nothing feeling nothing as you sleep is as peaceful as life can get, until we wake up the next morning.

adieu,