amnesia

imma fake a case of amnesia for awhile.

deleted his number from my contacts list. won't do me any good though because i remember it by heart. i still remember his birthday too. it's a start, though. a very good start i suppose.

its the new year, and i feel nothing. nothing special is gonna happen anyways, after that angry first post of the year. i highly doubt so.

sister got into trouble and father is angry at her. her late nights. can't blame her this time though because it was clearly not her fault but she should have known better. I'm still waiting for her to come home.

i wonder when father will truly give us the freedom. I'm turning 20 this year. old enough to take care of myself. and as far as my parents are concerned, I've been pretty well behaved in their eyes in 2008. though there is no curfew for me since i don't know when. i have indulged in my late nights. mother doesn't really mind that i have my late nights because i report to her in detail. so she doesn't have to worry that much laa. father is a bit of a problem.

the only traditional thing i do every new year is to stay up for 48 hrs. so now, I'm feeling very sleepy. can't wait to hit the bed.

again, have a blessed 2009 ahead, all you fellow bloggers.
adieu