7 more days

it's been a busy busy day. and omg, there's only a week left till the final exam. i thank god that my study sessions has picked up speed. however, I'm still struggling abit. only i know who's been occupying my head every so often. thankfully, thoughts of him has not overwhelmed me soo much like before. not that i'm pissed that he has taken soo much space in my head lately but, hey, a girl's gotta study, make her parents proud and all that shit.

i still gotta cram soo much more now. and screw me for not following the schedule i soo painstakingly made many weeks ago. and the lecturers are not helping by telling us that we have to study every single piece of paper given to us.

like seriously, i do not think that they can fit every topic into what? 1 hr plus paper??!!

and they tell us we're a pain in the ass. now who's the bigger pain. i seriously think they want us to fail or something. that's just me talking.

I'm not the type of student who can pass just by reading every single word. I'd rather the lecturers tell me to concentrate a little bit more on a few topics and just read to understand the rest. that way, i know i have a chance of actually passing if not brilliantly.

well they're the adults and we're just students. whatever they say is right. and they SHOULD know better. pffft!!


p/s: where are you, baby? i need you right now more than ever. who knows, with you by my side, I'll be able to concentrate more than have my thoughts drift towards you. that will be ' just because ' you are there beside me. i miss you, real bad.