niwaes alot happened prior to the exams
firstly i broke up with the exbf again, things, bad things had to happen and now iym single again
now no one can say, what i can and cannot do, it was nice while it lasted and everything was going so smooth and nice, but now i have to move on. No. i have already moved on, only left him to let go of me, well both of us made mistakes so iym not gonna put all he blame on him, i was just too naive and soo trusting of him and thus things happen but i am okay and doing fine.
not exactly, daddy's not talking to me becos of him, u know when ur in love the things you do seem so right at that moment......
well i helped him sign up a student plan using my name ( i know, stupidest mistake u can ever make myra...), and now the bill has arrived and guess what it amounted to $100 plus and imma make sure he pays or else he's gonna catch hell from me.
what's that saying again...
and he'd better not scorn me, else he wants me to make his life a living hell until he pays up, i can be downright mean and malicious when someone pushes the right buttons and damn... he's halfway there, not to mention he's harassing Nad, when she obviously has no answers.
he already has the answers and what's the use in asking nad anws.
i already told him i just cannot love him anymore and gave him a pretty unarguable answer, what more does he want from me???!!!!
this always happen to me, i keep wondering am i just a horrible girlfriend??
am i just too jinxed to have a normal healthy r/s like MD's or NZ's or even Shaie's for that matter ( sorry if using ur name offends u somehow Shaie...)
i want to be jealous of them but i feel that i have no right to feel that way cos my r/s never work to begin with...hmmmm
im done.
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