i did something mean today, and it has to do with the exbf.
basically i disconnected the singtel line he was using. i warned him i can be downright malicious and selfish when someone pushes the right buttons, and welll, he got to experience it first hand.
i was sick of waiting fo him to reply to my msgs and so i called singtel customer service bloody early in the morning....

p.s the operators sound awfully cheerful so bloody in the morning, definitely being an operator is a big no-no for me... heeee.

the convo went sumthing like this..
firstly, the machine answered my call
yadayadayadayada
blahlahblahs....

op : hello gd morning. ( try imagining the most cheerful voice u can make at 8am and times that by two, cos tht was how i felt talking to the oppy, felt kinda jumpy in a way. heee. )
me : ouh ....
op : hello gd morning.
me: hello...
op : hw can i help u ma'am??
me : can i arrange for the new simcard to be couriered to my house at the earliest time possible??
op : wat abt on the 15th @ arnd 9am-1pm.
me : sure, that'll be fine...
and then he asked for my particulars and stuff and house number so tht the courier service can call before delivering the goods, heee.
i was so tempted to ask a very stupid qns...." hpw can u sound so bloody cheerful so early in the morning?!?!"
but i refrained from asking the qns, who knows they got the phone bugged or omething. hee.


now back to bitching bout the exbf.
first u made me fall in love with you all over again, i still dunno how tht happened.
then u convinced me to sign tht line using my ic, i mean how stupid and naive can i be to do that w/o asking my mom first. and that action cost me a lot, in the form of my father not talking to me for three days, and putting more stress on him.
then when i left u, u brought up all the " sacrifices " u made for me, when in actual fact i made more sacrifices for u and those sacrfices cost me much more than i can imagine, an dhow u begged me to come back to u, crying over the phone listing all the stupid reasons why i shud come back to you.
when i didnt bother to reply to ur msgs after i broke up with u, u had the guts to accuse me of cheating on you when it was crystal clear that i did not.
i still dunno why u bother to msg me even though i made myself perfectly clear that ur nothing to me anymore. are you that dense???

hmmmm...
does this make a horrible person??
cos i dunno anything anymore....
even after all that has been said above, i will readily admit that both of us made mistakes that concluded to this now broken r/s...

ANNOUNCEMENT:
i wud appreciate it if anyone who reads this post, leaves a msg. just leave a msg, any type of msg, be it a hate msg, an advice sort of msg ..just anithing will do cos i want to get it over and done with, and by doing so maybe u readers can shed some light on wat i have been doing wrong in my r/s so far......

THANK YOU.




im soo missing my gfs right now, at this very moment and the next......