just another day

my parents just went out to do some grocery shopping. i did want to tag along but sadly my mother said no. she wants to go ALONE with father. haha. i find that cheesily romantic, you know, doing the grocery shopping and dating at the same time. its really sweet too. well anyways i'm at home with my brother, who ever since the desktop was functioning again found a new game to play every single day. sheesh! i'd bet you that as long as that computer is still breathing it will not be left alone.
it will get spoilt again, for sure.

i'm being petty over the desktop just because my lappy has been fixed too. heh.

since it is a normal day today, sister is out and i'm here at home doing my laundry while babysitting brother, well sort of. the desktop is doing most of the babysitting.

i'm doing quizzes on facebook again, they sure are addictive.
later people :)

another post, random

i had the sudden urge to blog just awhile ago. now, sadly so, i find myself staring at my laptop screen thinking of what to blog about.

i've just finished creating my, How Well Do You Know Me quiz. it's a long one. i've done my friends quizzes so it's time or them to do mine. i'm so excited to see their results.

i feel like changing my blogskin but none of the templates i viewed over at blogskins.com seem to attract my attention. preferably i woild like to have a custom blogsin made just for me, that reflects me as the owner of the blog but sadly i have no idea how to do so. as you can see my blog is very plain and very white. i kinda envy the blogskins that my girls have, all made to their preference.

i have the feeling, that as of now, none of the paragraphs in this post will correspond with/to each other.

oh, and i think i'm addicted again to doing all the facebook quizzes that i see other people doing. it's kinda fun reading the results. plus i'm getting a crick in my neck for staring at the screen for so long.

maybe i should go off to sleep instaed of wasting time thinking of what exactly it is i want to post about. Boyfriend always reminds me to go sleep early, though i don't always listen to that advice.

i'm getting sleepy already, a good sign.

well later, gdnight world. :)

my lappy, has just been fixed and i'm happy that i have something else to do besides watching the same movies over and over again. but the computer dude did say that my lappy is extremely fragile and i should exercise caution when using it.

so i should try to use it carefully. i'd admit that after a long while not being able to use the lappy, i find it awkward to use it. weird right. it feels like it has been so long being detached from technology. now i don't know what i'm saying. haha

bye people. :)

friday latenight entry

It was one of those nights, where sleep chose to evade me. I've had many such nights, some nights where i gradually fall asleep and some where i can't even shut my eyes. I can't say that my insomniac impulses have gotten better or worst 'cos lately it feels like it's reached a plateau. A standstill. The difference is that when on a plateau one usually goes back down upon reaching the top because there is no way of climbing higher, since a plateau is a flat piece of land on high ground. My insomnia, however, fluctuates as and when it feels.

Following my psychie's previous advice which is to try to stay away from caffeine and drinks with very high sugar content. This is the same psychie with whom i've not had any follow-up appointments ever since the pill tripping episode last july. I'd bet you that wasn't the smartest decision, tripping on pills, but then again i have made so many idiot worthy decisions in my teen years and at the state of limbo i'm in, it will sure warrant more such decisions unless i find a way to find myself. In an emotional sort of way because i'm already content with myself physically, more or less.

I really should feel blessed instead of depressed having what i have, loyal friends, loving family and the like. And, after overcoming personal pains plus going through so much early on in life, i should be so lucky to even have what i have now. I always have lots of questions involving this very situation i'm in. I think it is because i've not accepted my past with open arms. I always feel a need to avoid it, hide from it, bury it in the deepest pits of my memory. If i could somehow embrace my past maybe i'd be a happier person and with the embracing of my past, i can finally have the answers to all the questions i've left unanswered.


I feel so unhappy having to write posts such as this one but if i don't i'll never find release. It helps i guess forming your depressed thoughts into words, with that done i can at least make it through the day.

here's to more happier and random posts

Au Revoir

hello world!! i've come out of hiding...

here i am at my cousin's crib, initially just to check this, www.hmi-ihs.com.sg, website to be doubly sure that i got the contact details correct. well, i didn't if not i would have already enrolled into the bloody course i wanted to take. well any who I've saved the correct number and i'll have to call them tmrw and ask questions and stuff.

since i have nothing better to do, i'll blog about something. totally redundant of me to say so. i think i'm slowly losing my ability to think straight because i've been at home, mostly, for three months.

lets recap what I've been up to the last few weeks. well mostly I've stayed at home except for Saturday mornings to meet my adorable students, who've become more and more precocious i might add. in fact they've started to bully me, just a few mostly the little boys, the little girls are more angelic, figuratively speaking of course.

about two weeks ago i met my Mr Moon, went on a a dinner date, i was kinda late, for the first time because usually I'm early when meeting him. he was from work and i was from home and our meeting point was at bugis, i thought it would take him about the same time as me to reach bugis, i was wrong. my poor guy had to wait 15 mins for me. despite my lateness we had a good time together.

two days ago, on Saturday, had a mini reunion with khai and aki, we watched Ice Age 3. it was very funny, cartoon humour will always make people laugh. i had a good time with them. Ice Age 3 is a must watch if you want to have a good laugh. the movie had me laughing from start to finish.

talking about movies, there are a few movies I'd like to catch. just to name a few, Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince, Duplicity and Public Enemies ( Johnny Depp....yummmy...), all of which are coming out soon.

well that's about it i guess,

adieu.