Saturday, 6 September 2008

random update

gee, i'm already signed in but i don't have no idea what to blog about. clever right??

let's see, mother is cooking spaghetti for our breaking fast meal. babybro has gone down to cycle with his friends. sister has gone out to watch the Suntec Dance Finals if i'm not wrong. which means she won't be home when we break our fast. that also means more spaghetti for me, yeay!

greedy much. -_-'

father is at work. he'll prolly be buying the paints today. i cannot wait to paint the house. this year the living room will be painted in 3 different shades of green. alot of work to do, plus, father wants to repaint the ceiling because the steel foundation of the flat is showing. that's what he said. he's a contractor so he knows what he's talking about.

ouh3, mother just said i can go shoe shopping next week, anyone want to follow? *grinstoherself*

anyways,
there three days left till the final exam. i have to start cramming already.

sayonara readers.

p/s: it's been 6 days since he last called or msged me. i'm being too patient for my own good. *sighs*

Thursday, 4 September 2008

indefinite hiatus.
i'll blog again, only when i feel like it.

Wednesday, 3 September 2008

6 more days

i'm a wreck today. from the moment i woke up. i felt everything could go wrong. well, i'm glad it didn't. however i still felt that everyone's trying to piss me off. so i did the only thing i could do, lock myself up in babybro's room with Eclipse- yeah, i'm still reading it for about the 3rd time.- and along with my notes as well.

i managed to read, revise, understand and make notes of my own for 5 lectures. that was before i started thinking about him again. i gave up and helped mother to prepare the breaking fast meal. mother made a lot of food today. there was roti john, father's bbq chicken and fried mee hoon which i made. as per usual father made fun of my cooking. just when he found out that i was the one who cooked the fried mee hoon he said this,

" hah! ni myra masak? nasib baik aku lapar.", i pulled a face at what he said. thanks eh. way to show your motivation. pfftt!

sister said it tasted fine. so i'm not that mad at father.

p/s: i'm losing my patience. how long will it take for you to realize?

Tuesday, 2 September 2008

7 more days

it's been a busy busy day. and omg, there's only a week left till the final exam. i thank god that my study sessions has picked up speed. however, I'm still struggling abit. only i know who's been occupying my head every so often. thankfully, thoughts of him has not overwhelmed me soo much like before. not that i'm pissed that he has taken soo much space in my head lately but, hey, a girl's gotta study, make her parents proud and all that shit.

i still gotta cram soo much more now. and screw me for not following the schedule i soo painstakingly made many weeks ago. and the lecturers are not helping by telling us that we have to study every single piece of paper given to us.

like seriously, i do not think that they can fit every topic into what? 1 hr plus paper??!!

and they tell us we're a pain in the ass. now who's the bigger pain. i seriously think they want us to fail or something. that's just me talking.

I'm not the type of student who can pass just by reading every single word. I'd rather the lecturers tell me to concentrate a little bit more on a few topics and just read to understand the rest. that way, i know i have a chance of actually passing if not brilliantly.

well they're the adults and we're just students. whatever they say is right. and they SHOULD know better. pffft!!


p/s: where are you, baby? i need you right now more than ever. who knows, with you by my side, I'll be able to concentrate more than have my thoughts drift towards you. that will be ' just because ' you are there beside me. i miss you, real bad.

Monday, 1 September 2008

8 more days, Happy Fasting ")

it's the start of the fasting month. a month later will be Hari Raya. i know, i haven't even started to fast and i'm already thinking about Hari Raya. got a feeling that this year will be special, i don't know what has got me feeling this way and i can't put a finger on it but i just know it will be special. i won't be really sure until that special thing actually happens cos my intuition has been known to deceive me, take my ex for example. i surely know how THAT turned out. *smacks forehead*

anyhow,
i woke up quite late today, told mother i'd help with the sahur meal, but i was to deep in sleep and i didn't even hear my alarm go off. pffft!

i've had a very mundane day i guess. am still stuck on chapter 1 of the BCT notes by the way, i just can't seem to concentrate enough to digest everything in my head. since i can't study, i read Eclipse again. i still want to get my hands on Breaking Dawn but i can't seem to reserve it.

mother has just finished cooking the meal for when we break our fast, abit too early cos she usually starts cooking around 5 plus. i guess it has to do with the fact that she's on leave today. i think tomorrow i'll be doing the cooking cos she'll be working again. i'll prolly start frying again. as in all the food will be fried. fried rice, fried chicken, well you get the gist of it. and soo much for wanting to lose a bit of weight this month.

i almost forgot one very important fact this month.

i've just realised that i have nothing much to do this month, now and after my exam. save for, helping my mother cook. help father paint the house. and of cos blogging. ouh, yes, not forgetting to wash the kitties. i have absolutely nothing else to do.

hmmmm....
the few times that i'll be going out is when i shop for new heels, follow mother to Ikea and prolly Courts. that's about it.

that "problem" with boyfriend is still in it's phases. i hope just for once luck's on my side. *crosses finger*

sayonara readers.