taking a short break from studying since early in the morning, sadly, only bout 10% of what i have been reading got through to my brain, *sighs loudly*
made D some pancakes, which were oddly shaped but she ate it anyways cos she was hungry, mom is making spaghetti for dinner, i hope she makes the white sauce instead of the usual bolognaise we always have, and she is makng extra to give to our neighbours as a CNY dinner treat.

i need help with my maths, been revising the notes, and onli a tiny fragment got into my brain and that isnt even enuf for me to begin to understand the module. there is a big possibility that i will be retaking the module if i dun catch up soon. the funny ironic thing is that when im in lecture i can understand it but when i reach home to revise i find that whatever i learnt is left in school somewhat.

i might as well die cos i cant bear to see my parents be dissapointed in me again

nothing much to blog about 'cept that my family had a bbq at changi beach on wed and thurs, too bad none of my frens could make it since i told them last minute ( my bad ppl ). then on fri and todae met up with my bf go jln2 at town even though shops were closed xD. todae he help me buy the hoodie for my sister, and she was happy. iym glad he helped me buy it even though he was not obliged to do so.

yeaps thts about it, iym done.

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im bored

tonite and tml will be at a bbq pit at changi beach.

anyone wna follow, just give me a beep.

okay.

yea, iym done

my parents aren't talking to me

i've tried studying

managed to remember a bit of what i read

now doing nothing

except sulk at home

D-nae has gone to some hiphop gig

no idea where.

aniwaes she has got her wish

cause my bf is buying for her that expensive hoodie that she wanted

the side effects of the medication that the psychologist prescribed to me,

are killing me, but it will blow over in a few days.

i'm in a cranky mood, pms coming i guess

get irritable at the slightest things

bf wants to see me tml and the funny thing is i dun feel like it.

period

had a field trip to BIOPOLIS and it sucks. this was becos we had to attend a stinking 45 min lecture that none of us cn understand..
shud have stayed at home today but fearing that my gfs will say that i bubble them, again, i came anyhows and no surprise that i was late coming to skool. i am supposed to leave the house at 6 am, instead i woke up at 6 am and left the house about 630 am. o__O

my psychie appt is coming up, on the 4th of feb actually. i got the jitters wondering hu my psychiatrist is going to be ( hopefully its going to be one hotstuff doctor that i will never fail to attend my sessions....hehehe), my cuzzie is going to be accompanying me for the appt and then we going to spend some quality time together. its been weeks since i had some one on one time with her. i mish her loads sey.....

guess iym done for todae,
have to get ready later cos will be going to johor with my mother, for-idk-wat-family-thingy-we-have. stupid sey, if not i would still be in skool doing my project with my teammates, i feel guilty sey...haiz

yea iym done ppl =)