how the hell do you want me to help you?

told you to go through CDC but you said that you had to go look for the jobs yourself. well, hello, that's how they work. they help you by referring to you jobs and setting up interviews for you and all the little things in between. you still have to make the effort 'cos no damn way will the government spoon feed you by just giving you a job when you visit the CDC.

i recommended you try retail or waitressing but you said you have back problems and can't stand too long.

i recommended you try admin jobs or data entry but you said you tried them before.

how can i even begin to help you if every other idea you shove back in my face. the only reason you are finding a job now is because you want to get engaged. total lack of future planning perhaps?

ugh! i don't know why i even bother. maybe it's true when some people say i'm just too nice to others sometimes.

this is just making me dizzy, back to watching disney movies before i head off to work.