a week of good news?

It is such a warm day today and i am deployed at departure lorry. Pfft! 

Anyways,

Love said that PSA called him up to attend a height test next friday. I hope it means that he is one step closer to being hired for the position he applied for last week. 

Which also mean he can finally leave AETOS and their shitty working hours. I pray the very best for him. 

With the new job, i hope it comes with more time to spend with him 'cos currently i get to spend only one day in a week. And that is not enough for me. 

The other news that we are both waiting for as well is the result of our BTO application. The letter from HDB should arrive tomorrow. 

Wish us luck! :) 

Hello! It has been awhile...

It has been months since i last updated this blog of mine. Have been busy with life and falling in love. Heh. 

Even the second most significant event of 2013, which was my trip to NYC, i failed to update. Though that i can redirect you to my Sister's blog for the deets. 

So, hopefully this year i will start blogging again. I kinda miss blogging and writing 'cause its a form of distraction from everyday mundane things and i need the distraction now more than ever. 

Here's to many more blog posts this year. :) 

XS - Xypher Session 05

best one yet. who says our locals don't have talent?

work woes

i absolutely hate it when someone confronts me with something and ends up snitching on me over something else. nobody likes a bitch at work and I've got one bitch at work. cargo precisely.

been half a year since I've been permanently deployed to cargo clearance and now some bloody fuck is trying to ruin it all. yesterday is by far the worst shift i had, if only my stupid senior officer would had just left me alone none of this would happen.

i admit i made a mistake by wrongly directing only 3 bloody cars to the wrong counter and he had to send the bitch to 'assist' me. i feel it was wholly unnecessary.

long story short, i now have to learn to cover my own ass but i know i have help from my other cargo teammates cos all of them do not like the bitch.

i have to make it a habit to pretend to do work even when there is no work to be done. something i have never done in my career thus far.

basically its difficult to work when someone has marked you and even more when a bitch is trying to kill his own teammate.

i say karma will get you one day and it will ruin you for trying to disturb my rice bowl, motherfuck.

Confused

Wanted to keep my options open but thats more difficult than i initially thought.

He is always on my mind even though he has hurt me a bit. He does make a great friend but i don't think i can settle for just that. I know i have to do just that for the moment and just suck it up i suppose.

Its way harder now that my friends and sister say otherwise but i know if i give up too soon i will regret it.

That something he has thats still makes me want him is still there, faint but its still there.

Mother says just give it time.

I hope i have the patience.