M.I.A??

Missing my girls

missing my spazz buddy

missing things that makes me high

Most of all, i miss ME.

it's been a long time since i really did something just for myself. just lost in thought or lost in the moment of doing things i love the most. i need to remedy that soon or i might lose the grip on sanity that i have at work. trust me when i say the line is wearing thin day by day.

i wonder if i have the courage to just pack up and go on a spontaneous trip one day.

it'd be nice if i could just be M.I.A for a few days and come back a some what new person. then again I'll probably catch hell first.

just as good as the first

boyfriend frustrated me yesterday, he promised me a date but ended up saying he was joking. and he says i merajuk all the time, how can i not when he constantly pulls pranks on me.

okay, whatever, that was yesterday and it's all but forgotten, almost that is. i need to pull a prank on him myself but knowing me, I'll never succeed. heartbreak much?

anyways yesterday night, before i actually wandered off to sleep. i made a startling revelation, an epiphany of some sort. well it's startling to me 'cos i never thought of it myself. maybe others have but it's my story now so you can leave if you find it redundant or whatever.

i wondered if every single kiss that him and i shared is as good as the first time. the first kiss that sealed our relationship in all it's un-contemporary glory. our kisses have always been intense, so i was wondering if it was more intense the first time or gradually building up or it has always been the same. maybe i should try remembering our first kiss the next time we kiss. wonder how that'll turn out....

one thing is for certain, i still have butterflies in my stomach every time i'm with him. maybe the butterflies are blind and can't get out, maybe they don't want to get out, maybe they can't get out 'cos it's too dark inside. I'm typing nonsense again.

whatever the reasons the butterflies may have for still being in my tummy after two years and four months, I'll be grateful 'cos the feeling is just too damn good to give up.

I suck.

I have pictures in my camera, i should give my camera a name soon, that i'm excited to post on facebook but i can't since my computer has a virus and my camera's memory card won't put pictures into my desktop nor my laptop.

Brother's birthday pictures and most recently yesterday's date with boyfriend at Night Safari for the Halloween Horrors event. I feel stupid now. Ugh!

Wonder when i will be able to upload the pictures. maybe too long that I'll forget that i have pictures to upload.

Anyways, Boyfriend says that we should go for the Halloween horrors event next year 'cos we had waaaayyyy tooo much fun. Him especially since he got to see me scare myself silly. He actually laughed when i screamed myself half to death in the haunted mansion. If only one 9f the actors didn't freak me out so much, i would have actually survived the haunted mansion, stupid hair flinging person. well at least i survived the Train of Terror ride. :)

The make up was damn realistic. all the other actors were not that scary 'cos i convinced myself there was nothing to be scared of in such a huge crowd but there was that one clown walking around with a "knife" and sneaking up on people. *shivers*

One thing left to say, I hate clowns 'cos they give me the phobes.

Bagspace rocks!

I've finally received my bag from bagspace.sg. it's a lovely coral colour and i'm so glad i purchased it. i needed a new duffel bag anyways and the bag suits me just fine. i really recommend that you make a visit to Bagspace's website. you will fall in live with their inspired line of bags and accessories.

it's my first time ordering something online and i must say i'm very pleased that it didn't go wrong. :)

i'd like to cop me some more bags from their website but i have to wait until i settle the more important things, like bills for example.

oh and i'm sexcited for tomorrows date!

It's been awhile , again, since i blogged. i'm now at my Grandma's place, waiting for her to come home so that i can head off to work. she's gone off and send my cousin for night classes. i'm guessing she'll be home in awhile.

i usually spend my night shifts, after work, at her place. one to save up on my transportation fares and two i get undisturbed rest which i won't really get at home. the main thing being that i get to spend quality time with her. speaking of that i think i need to visit my maternal grandma soon-ish. sadly my October off days are filled with plans. mother has been nagging for me to visit my maternal grandma so i have to do it soon.

anyways, this friday i'll be going to night safari for the annual Halloween Horrors event. i'll be going with boyfriend as a treat for him 'cos he will just have completed his reservist period for the year. it's been too long since we last spend time together, the last being on the 13th of September where we had dinner and movies. the night safari date will be the first time we did something out of the norm and i'm so damn excited!

okay that's all. :)